In the season finale of season four of Lost Sun lost one of the only things in the world that really mattered to her: her husband, Jin. In an absolutely heartbreaking scene, the freighter he was standing on the deck of blew to pieces and Sun was forced to watch from the helicopter hovering above as it burned up and sunk into the ocean.
That scene immediately lead into another, where we see Sun back in the world and very clearly a different, more hard woman than she was before.
I could make a lot of mixes about Sun at this point in canon (and about her in general because I love her and she’s freaking awesome) but for this mix, I chose songs that I believe reflect her thoughts in-between these two points in canon, songs I believe reflect subtle changes in her as she becomes a different person from who she was on the island.
1. I GRIEVE - PETER GABRIEL It was only one hour ago,
it was all so different then,
There’s nothing yet has really sunk in,
looks like it always did,
This flesh and bone
is just the way that we are tied in,
Now there's no-one home.
I grieve for you,
you leave me.
2. THE ANIMALS WERE GONE - DAMIEN RICE I know I've been a liar and I know I've been a fool,
I hope we didn't break yet, but I'm glad we broke the rules,
My cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through,
I cover my eyes, still all I see is you.
3. FULL OF GRACE - SARAH MCLACHLAN I feel just like I’m sinking,
And I claw for solid ground,
I’m pulled down by the undertow,
I never thought I could feel so low,
And oh darkness I feel like letting go.
4. MISSING YOU - JEM Tell me it's not happening,
say it's not as it seems,
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up,
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction,
Tell me it's just a lie,
Whatever you choose to tell me,
Please say he didn't die.
5. 1000 OCEANS - TORI AMOS These tears I've cried,
I've cried
a thousand oceans,
And if it seems I'm floating
in the darkness, well,
I can't believe that I would keep,
Keep you from flying,
And I would cry
a thousand more
if that's what it takes
to sail you home.
6. HELLO I'M IN DELAWARE - CITY AND COLOUR And its been so hard,
So much time so far apart,
And she walks the night,
How many hearts will die tonight?
7. BLUE - ANGIE HART Can I make it right?
Can I spend the night?
Alone.
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