spin me round again
Today was just one of those days.
One of those days that makes you question every thing you know to be true. Mostly everything I believe about him. I believed that he was here to save me. I believed that it would be hard to feel more than just care about anyone ever again. I believed that no one would ever be able to make me feel happy again. I was starting this off on a pessimist foot. Who can blame me? No one.
But lately, and especially today, it changed.
My laughs are real. I care less and love more. What a scary thing to say. I feel like busting out a move. :) Am I ready for this? He is the cutest, and sweetest boy I've known in a long time. He plays along with my crazy child-like games. We can laugh at ourselves when we say something so dorky, you just have to. Could I do this again? Is my heart too cold?
I should just talk to him.
And as I start to cry, it just makes me want to see him again. We spent close to 11 hours together today. God I wish he just went to Seminole. Instead of telling him about my day, each day, he'd be there and he could see it. But nooooo.. :( Oh well.
Michael...
One of those days that makes you question every thing you know to be true. Mostly everything I believe about him. I believed that he was here to save me. I believed that it would be hard to feel more than just care about anyone ever again. I believed that no one would ever be able to make me feel happy again. I was starting this off on a pessimist foot. Who can blame me? No one.
But lately, and especially today, it changed.
My laughs are real. I care less and love more. What a scary thing to say. I feel like busting out a move. :) Am I ready for this? He is the cutest, and sweetest boy I've known in a long time. He plays along with my crazy child-like games. We can laugh at ourselves when we say something so dorky, you just have to. Could I do this again? Is my heart too cold?
I should just talk to him.
And as I start to cry, it just makes me want to see him again. We spent close to 11 hours together today. God I wish he just went to Seminole. Instead of telling him about my day, each day, he'd be there and he could see it. But nooooo.. :( Oh well.
Michael...