pulling out jives and jamboree handouts.
so. life is good.
summer is sweet, thusfar.
except for the whole I fit into this pair of pants that I haven't fit into in like two years.
which really pisses me off.
I mean, it's nice to have more than two pairs of pants that fit, now.
but. I think I liked it better when they didn't fit. and I could just look at them hanging in my closet and be like "hah, I am too skinny for you!"
now, instead I wear them and think, "holy shit. I can't believe I am wearing these goddamned pants that used to make my closet look pleantiful."
one week until class starts.
one week.
one week and I will have incentive to be healthy, again.
one week and I can be like, "go back to where you came from fat pants!"
hah.
oh. and. I submitted my application for re-entry at the mc.
which really gets me. I'm definitely excited for school to start.
and brent is going to be going to the uw, too.
unless he changes his mind.
which is whatever.
we can all do whatever the hell we want.
whatever makes us happy.
although, it would be cool to have him at the mc, with me.
then we could have "study" nights. hm.
sweet.
yep. brent is really great.
I can't even explain.
really. no. I can't.
so I'll leave it at that.
and say, "I think it is going to rain, today."
because I think it is supposed to.
and I need to take a shower.
practice some shit.
which'll probably just turn into, play some shit I already know.
which is alright.
as long as I'm playing.
makes me feel good.
where was I.
yeh.
take a shower.
play for a bit.
go to the shop.
visit the rachelski.
and cait. and ron & loreen.
and the espresso machine.
come home.
clean up a bit.
make some appointments.
and probably get my period.
that's about it.
actually I just stole that off the list that is sitting upon my counter.
but. it's my own material.
I'll do what I please.
I want a new driver's license.
some sweet ass plaid capris. a sundress.
a new pack of incense. a box of tampons.
some real hair. a labret piercing.
think I'll just settle for a shower for now.
summer is sweet, thusfar.
except for the whole I fit into this pair of pants that I haven't fit into in like two years.
which really pisses me off.
I mean, it's nice to have more than two pairs of pants that fit, now.
but. I think I liked it better when they didn't fit. and I could just look at them hanging in my closet and be like "hah, I am too skinny for you!"
now, instead I wear them and think, "holy shit. I can't believe I am wearing these goddamned pants that used to make my closet look pleantiful."
one week until class starts.
one week.
one week and I will have incentive to be healthy, again.
one week and I can be like, "go back to where you came from fat pants!"
hah.
oh. and. I submitted my application for re-entry at the mc.
which really gets me. I'm definitely excited for school to start.
and brent is going to be going to the uw, too.
unless he changes his mind.
which is whatever.
we can all do whatever the hell we want.
whatever makes us happy.
although, it would be cool to have him at the mc, with me.
then we could have "study" nights. hm.
sweet.
yep. brent is really great.
I can't even explain.
really. no. I can't.
so I'll leave it at that.
and say, "I think it is going to rain, today."
because I think it is supposed to.
and I need to take a shower.
practice some shit.
which'll probably just turn into, play some shit I already know.
which is alright.
as long as I'm playing.
makes me feel good.
where was I.
yeh.
take a shower.
play for a bit.
go to the shop.
visit the rachelski.
and cait. and ron & loreen.
and the espresso machine.
come home.
clean up a bit.
make some appointments.
and probably get my period.
that's about it.
actually I just stole that off the list that is sitting upon my counter.
but. it's my own material.
I'll do what I please.
I want a new driver's license.
some sweet ass plaid capris. a sundress.
a new pack of incense. a box of tampons.
some real hair. a labret piercing.
think I'll just settle for a shower for now.