just waiting for your call...
i wish i had the power to help anyone i wanted in the world. i'm not great enough for that though. nobody is, but i wish i was the one who could be. softball is right around the corner, and i could not be anymore excited. this year is going to be a ton of fun i think. this week has been different from a lot of the past weeks i've had. i've had a lot of alone time to think and make sense of some things, and i'm just still confused. i wanna be apart of things, but i just don't know what it's going to take. like i always say though, i love a challenge. i'm almost afraid to get close to certain people though. i don't know why. something in me just tells me to stay away and keep my distance, but i don't know. we'll see how things go i suppose. 3 or 4 or so months left of school and i'm done. i can't waaaaaiiiiit. it's going to suck in a way though because the people i see everyday, i wont ever see. i guess there's always room for meeting new people.
maybe someday i'll be able to have the power to make things MY way for once.
maybe someday i'll be able to have the power to make things MY way for once.