Begin the angst-fixy~! =DinterwebgeekJanuary 19 2007, 08:34:02 UTC
Oh my god, Irvine? A-are you okay? T-Tidus said you were missing, and I was worried and I commented at him even though I know I probably shouldn't have cause he's your boyfriend and all and what right do I have to talk to him and I'm sorry about that but I'm glad you're not really missing cause if you were you wouldn't be commenting and- *cuts self off*
Re: Begin the angst-fixy~! =DinterwebgeekJanuary 19 2007, 08:44:42 UTC
O-okay. *small sigh of relief* I d-didn't? But I thought...
*pauses* Irvine? Of c-course I would, I mean, it would be a bit odd, but... You... did you? You didn't, right? Cause, I mean, it would be okay, sorta, I guess, but it's still not really a good thing to do, and... did you? Become one, that is?
Re: Begin the angst-fixy~! =DfeelgoodgunmanJanuary 19 2007, 08:56:12 UTC
Well...don't think so much then. You didn't do anything wrong, Ranyl. So...don't worry about it ♥
Hey, Ranyl... ...Look, what I said was...well it was really fucked up. and... ...and I'm sorry. I don't even know why I ever thought thinking that way was okay... but, I mean, I know it's not! well...now, I guess. I guess it just takes hurting someone I love, a nasty e-mail, a punch in the face, and then hurting someone else I love for things to sink in....sorry.
Re: you broke his heart, omginterwebgeekJanuary 19 2007, 09:27:05 UTC
Okay wait! This is so confusing!
Do you love me?
Because, I mean, I love you and I always will no matter what, even if you were (are?) heartless or human or merman or whatever, you know? And, I need to know, because unfortunately I'm always gonna be a reaper, even though I wish I weren't, and even though I miss you and don't want to live without you, I couldn't handle losing you again. *really embarrassed now*
[[ooc; note for everyone who happens to be paying attention XD this takes place after all the logs (Irvine&Aerith, Irvine&Zexy, + Irvine&Tidus)
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*realization dawns* I-Irvine? *blinks back tears*
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But, ah, don't apologize! Okay? I mean, you didn't do anything wrong...
Ah, Ranyl? I'm...-stops-
Would you still love me, if I were a heartless?
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I d-didn't? But I thought...
*pauses* Irvine? Of c-course I would, I mean, it would be a bit odd, but...
You... did you? You didn't, right? Cause, I mean, it would be okay, sorta, I guess, but it's still not really a good thing to do, and... did you? Become one, that is?
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Hey, Ranyl...
...Look, what I said was...well it was really fucked up.
and...
...and I'm sorry.
I don't even know why I ever thought thinking that way was okay...
but, I mean, I know it's not! well...now, I guess.
I guess it just takes hurting someone I love, a nasty e-mail, a punch in the face, and then hurting someone else I love for things to sink in....sorry.
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Irvine...
I... Thank you.
I understand why you... and, well, I d-don't blame you if you. If you don't want to be... friends.
And... what? Oh my god, someone punched you? W-why?
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Why are you thanking me? -embarrassed like a dumbass-
What? Wait, hey, no! That's...that's MY line. D<
-rubs jaw- Ah, don't worry about it. I've had it comin' from Zexion him for awhile now...Damn. Sure hits hard though, for being such a small guy...
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I-I'm sorry? I'm really screwing this up, aren't I?
B-but... Irvine, you've got to know that I begged him to leave you alone. And Quistis, too. I didn't... I didn't want you to get hurt... by all this.
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Ranyl! Don't be ♥ I'm just teasing you, puppy...
I-yeah...Yeah Quisty told me...That you, ah, defended me...Ranyl...
shit, I'm so sorry...
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Do you love me?
Because, I mean, I love you and I always will no matter what, even if you were (are?) heartless or human or merman or whatever, you know? And, I need to know, because unfortunately I'm always gonna be a reaper, even though I wish I weren't, and even though I miss you and don't want to live without you, I couldn't handle losing you again. *really embarrassed now*
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Yes, Ranyl. Yes, I love you. ♥
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Well, then.
...I-I love you too. ♥
Wanna... hang out?
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But before we do...So you forgive me, right?
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Oh. Well, of course! How could I not? O.o!
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Just....Just makin' sure.
...Let's go get lunch first. -stomach growls- I'm hungry >.>;
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♥
Oh yeah. Food! I should get some of that. *nods*
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