Fuuuucked up
Okay. I can't do antidepressants anymore. Ssri's have been reported to be linked to tics, memory loss, low libido, excessive weight gain, seizures, anxiety attacks, insomnia or fatigue, and a slew of other horrible long term effects. How could doctors prescribe medicines that have only had studies of six weeks done? Most of these medicines don't work until two to three months! And they are now after twenty years or more, ignoring that people are coming to doctors and even court with horrilbe side effedts and even stories of suicides and rages that can lead to murder?! Why aren't they researching this still? Shouldn't the FDA have a constant study on these medicines? I know now that all my problems that have arose these past two years ish, came from my medicine because many others have suffered tr same. While it is nice to be happy I do not want parkinsons at the age of thirty. I need to tackle this head on myself. Brain power, my brain power and not chemical power over my goddamn brain. Comig off these meds will be horrific. I am going to be so depressed but I must know it is a side effect of comig off, it's not really me this time. And maybe after it's out of my system j can figure this out. I have lived before why can't I now? I will. I will go to therapy not psychiatry. Hypnosis if it comes down to it. Fuck tr Prozac nation, i tried to be positive about it all, but all I am seeing is negative.
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