Let it snow?
Thursday was a useless snow day but I cannot complain. Friday was a let's say three quarter day and I actually spent time with people other than pat for a little bit. Dagwoods. Still not really good food. Whatever. It was fun but again i know if I spent too long with them I'd get sick of all the sport talk and crude sex jokes.
And I got with pat and did nothing. Well, watched the doors movie and some huge faggot portrayed Jim Morrison and it made me so mad cuz he just looked so stupid and weird in like a gay creepy way. I know he was weird but he probably wasn't lame and so flaming about it. Saturday mornin made some nice brekky and watched movies... Worked a lil and my shoes broke that were my nans and I ended up feeling so upset. I'm just stressed about everything and how it's all gonna go Nd what I'm to do and my weight and school work and people thinking I can be some best and brightest student Nd me knowing I'm not worth that and acting aggravated towards pat and talkig about how I used to feel to my parents and how the medicine sucks and taking it every other day like my doctor told me to which was a bad idea. Just fuck. Went to the bar and Joe was upset about Amanda and I felt greatful that I was not in his position. Played beernpong and talked withstrohl about girls and just figured guys are hopeless. They want a cool down to earth girl but they wont take time to get to know one and are so concerned with "getting their dicks wet" and at that same time they feel lonely at night when they have no one to cuddle with but don't want a relationship and they don't care about what a girl looks like they will fuck to fuck but they talk about how girls look all the time. I think boys obssess over girls more than vice versa. But Itwas niceto get out. Pat thought his ebrake was stuck but really he just didn't see the release lever so Andy took us home. Had some nice sex.
Valentines day. Not much first half of day. Got myself nice Nd ready Nd wore my sophomore party dress. Thai Thai. He then pulled out a card with jack sparrow on it and had tattoos inside and wrote a little rhyme. Also, 35dollar gift card to vikky sec's. Got home and had apple dumplings I made with his mom earlier. Revealed my sexy lingerie. Kept my heels on. Haha felt awesome. Wanted to watch Alice in wonderland but blockbuster didn't have the animated version just weird old motion picture ones that undoubtedly suck. Drank delicious concord grape wine and smoked watermelon tobacco. Watched the dark knight. I passed out so tired. Todaywas just shitty. I realize there is nothing to do with literally zero cash and the temps are below freezing. This time of year sucks. I can attribute this to my moodiness and overall lack of luster.
Spring please.
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