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My life is going by quickly, and its becoming blurry. Its fun but its also still miserable. the college letters are annoying but then again, a sign that better things are to come. i am just very, scared and unsure on what im supposed to do. how do i go about doing this?
i just dont wanna end up, not doing it. being around these people, that have not gotten out of here yet, disturbs me. being around people who havent even gone to any kind of college is also irksome. because i am with them and i am like, you arent a terrible person and i dont think i can label you as a "waste of life". i would have done that in the past.
my perspectives are just completely changed and i dont know what to do with myself. it makes me wanna draw into my own corner and just think for awhile.
i sleep too much. and get exhausted too easily. wnuk suggested vitamins and i think she is correct for once in her life.
like just talking to these two girls, right now, makes me wanna curl up under my covers in bed and just meditate.
lent is coming up. i am giving up eating out, to save money and calories. i will exclude subway, and purchasing beverages. i was thinking drinking but it really is a nice way to wind down after a week of school. i feel like such a fool for thinking down upon those who do that.
like i said, my perspecfives are changed.
i just dont wanna end up, not doing it. being around these people, that have not gotten out of here yet, disturbs me. being around people who havent even gone to any kind of college is also irksome. because i am with them and i am like, you arent a terrible person and i dont think i can label you as a "waste of life". i would have done that in the past.
my perspectives are just completely changed and i dont know what to do with myself. it makes me wanna draw into my own corner and just think for awhile.
i sleep too much. and get exhausted too easily. wnuk suggested vitamins and i think she is correct for once in her life.
like just talking to these two girls, right now, makes me wanna curl up under my covers in bed and just meditate.
lent is coming up. i am giving up eating out, to save money and calories. i will exclude subway, and purchasing beverages. i was thinking drinking but it really is a nice way to wind down after a week of school. i feel like such a fool for thinking down upon those who do that.
like i said, my perspecfives are changed.