shittfuckpiss

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i did have energy. i had energy. i say shit and don't even mean it. see, i get naked and i say hurtful things that aren't supposed to be hurtful. i just couldn'tkeep fighting, i didn't have energy. i'm not a terrible person. i know i'm not. i was a good girlfriend. i'm not a bad person. everything that i've done that's hurtful isn't because i didn't love you. it's because we weren't working. because it was like i had the wrong battery pack for the camera. all i want was to have the right fuckin battery pack. to be the right fucking battery pack. but if i'm not the god damn right fucking pack then it'll end badly anyway, because it always does.

i'm mad. and sad. mostly sad.