.......fuck.
so my parents, they find out that my test to start homescooling has been changed..AGAIN. so then they come home last night, and my mom had told me to go to bed at 10:00, but i was just getting off the comp when javie jame in, and he gave me this talk about how i was being out-ethics, and lazing, and all that.
so now, my computer time is limited, which sucks ass, because i also cant see too many friends, because my mom now put in a rule that everyday i have to go to work with her..(except today because she already promised i could go out with jessica and sean)
oh, and they are password protecting the comp..SHT. oh well.
ok. nothing else has been going on. oh, wait. yea, so we have this forgien exchange student from china living with us. hes chinese. haha. and hes like, 20 or soemthing. before he came, (a couple months ago) my mom gave me this whole talk not to flirt with him or anything.
and i havnt. because hes soooo boring. hes good looking, yea, but boring. eh. he doesnt go for fresh meat! mwahahaha! anyhow, that was a joke.
I miss going to C.C. although I dont miss all the bitches that hung out there. well, maybe a few. Jesse's a bitch. goddamn. Jessica joined the fucking sea org just because cameron did..( I was in the E.P.F. with camon for 2 months!! so haha, jessica M. !!)
yeaaaa...like sucks. almost cut myself again last night. I've had to try sooo hard not to get in that habit again..its horrible. i get all these scabs, and after a while, someone notices. damnit.
i cried last night, also. like is gonna be sucking. well, for a while, anyway.
hmm..yea. ntohing else to say. oh, yea, the diablo attcked me again. i swear, one day my mom will come home to see that stupid punk ass cat in a noose! fucking damn stupid ..GR.
today. I'm going to take a shower. I told Forrest EVERYthing about my life these past days. Damnit..I dont like the way he listens, because it makes me want him..haha! yea right..I got some better fish under me nose!
ok, i have to stop typing..makes me feel better though..then i dont have to go out and live my dying life..T_T
good bye...people...
so now, my computer time is limited, which sucks ass, because i also cant see too many friends, because my mom now put in a rule that everyday i have to go to work with her..(except today because she already promised i could go out with jessica and sean)
oh, and they are password protecting the comp..SHT. oh well.
ok. nothing else has been going on. oh, wait. yea, so we have this forgien exchange student from china living with us. hes chinese. haha. and hes like, 20 or soemthing. before he came, (a couple months ago) my mom gave me this whole talk not to flirt with him or anything.
and i havnt. because hes soooo boring. hes good looking, yea, but boring. eh. he doesnt go for fresh meat! mwahahaha! anyhow, that was a joke.
I miss going to C.C. although I dont miss all the bitches that hung out there. well, maybe a few. Jesse's a bitch. goddamn. Jessica joined the fucking sea org just because cameron did..( I was in the E.P.F. with camon for 2 months!! so haha, jessica M. !!)
yeaaaa...like sucks. almost cut myself again last night. I've had to try sooo hard not to get in that habit again..its horrible. i get all these scabs, and after a while, someone notices. damnit.
i cried last night, also. like is gonna be sucking. well, for a while, anyway.
hmm..yea. ntohing else to say. oh, yea, the diablo attcked me again. i swear, one day my mom will come home to see that stupid punk ass cat in a noose! fucking damn stupid ..GR.
today. I'm going to take a shower. I told Forrest EVERYthing about my life these past days. Damnit..I dont like the way he listens, because it makes me want him..haha! yea right..I got some better fish under me nose!
ok, i have to stop typing..makes me feel better though..then i dont have to go out and live my dying life..T_T
good bye...people...