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I always thought it was so stupid of people to get so mad that they punch holes in the wall, but tonight....I actually understand that feeling.  I think the only reason I thought it was stupid was because I've never felt that hurt/mad/sad before tonight. 
I don't think I'd ever do that, because I just don't really hit stuff, but I just get it now.

I feel so emotionally sick, yet so drained of every emotion. Hopefully this feeling will keep going till I'm just completely numb.

It's almost there.