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2 months. And I will decide if this lifestyle of eating only good stuff on the weekends and working out twice a day is paying off.
If not....back to eating anything and everything and having a normal, not fat, but not toned body.
I'm not weighing myself...b/c I know I'll get discouraged if I gain weight even though I will have to since I'm eating so much protein to build and repair my muscles that are currently playing..hide and seek. i guess.
I know nobody cares about this...I'm just writing it for myself. Convincing myself that maybe just maybe in 2 months I can look like that perfect girl that I see in the gym every freakin moring at 7:30 and...she's always back at 4..and always at the pool in between. It's like a constant reminder of what I am not.
If not....back to eating anything and everything and having a normal, not fat, but not toned body.
I'm not weighing myself...b/c I know I'll get discouraged if I gain weight even though I will have to since I'm eating so much protein to build and repair my muscles that are currently playing..hide and seek. i guess.
I know nobody cares about this...I'm just writing it for myself. Convincing myself that maybe just maybe in 2 months I can look like that perfect girl that I see in the gym every freakin moring at 7:30 and...she's always back at 4..and always at the pool in between. It's like a constant reminder of what I am not.