Jul 28, 2006 17:01
I was robbed. All my CDs in my car. Library DVDs. Little brothers Dvd. The car is more trashed than I thought it could be. I called people. Like 5 to 8 people... Cant remember which or exact number. "Im sleeping", "Going to work.", Voice mail, "Im selling corn", "I wanna kill myself Doug, because she wont be with me.". I know I suck at saying stuff, but jesus I tried to tell a bunch of people that I didnt want to be alone. I gave hints. I was affraid. Pissed. Emotional is the word. And I dont even care about the CDs. Im an adult now, so, I deal with this the only way I can. I have money. Im leaving, because I cant look the people in the face. I cant be around them. I cant talk to people anyways. I was expelled. Failure. I'll be back after the weekend I hope. And its so much more than that. Im pissed.