shakes
I slept for 12 hours last night. Missed my morning class. All because I wouldnt stop having nightmares... Nightmares of people being thrown off of high rail tracks in Chicage, Torsos being crushed in van doors, random stabs to peoples limbs, hangings, knife wounds, baseball bats to the face, razor sharp claws shredding the flesh off of peoples back... and I couldnt wake up... I woke up feeling so fucking drunk I almost threw up with tears pouring out of my eyes and it made my eyes burn... and I had been sleeping for 12 hours.. even I think... nothing like this, as far as I remember, has ever happened to me. My legs from little above the knees were hanging off my bed laying across the floor with no blankets on them... and they were freezing. I had around 3 blankets over my upperbody and my chest and face seemed to be on fire. Shaking. How odd. Heflin says to see a shrink, but I dont plan on that until I know Im fucked. Could have just been an off night. Eh. He also thinks its related to me knowing that some people do not like me... and he thinks it bothers me to a point to where its unhealthy. Mentally. Hm. Off to bed.