a moment like this
"Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss."
these moments, these kisses. are amazing. and some people search FOREVER for them and yet i have experienced them already and im willing to just let this person walk out of my life and leave me for what may be FOREVER?!
YES.
i have to. i must. its all apart of God's plan. if He wants us to be together in the future, then He will make it happen. i have no reason to worry. im leaving it all to God. im taking the load of uncertainty off my shoulders and handing the burden over to Him because He already has my life planned out =) i love thinking about how God is in complete control.
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ironically five minutes after i finish writing that i find out that the same boy just basically stabbed me in the back. maybe thats too dramatic, maybe not. i should be used to this by now but somehow i didnt expect it this time. i dont know why i didnt, i dont know why i thought he had changed. i should have known. i should have known. i should have known.
actions begg consequences.
its inevitable.
BUT the choice is yours and mine to make: good actions will return good consequences, or rewards, at some point, even if it is not instant or even seen in the near future. and bad choices obviously bring about unwanted consequences.
my head hurts now. i cant wait to leave this world of immaturity behind. but at the same time im scared that i wont grow up in time for this new world im heading into...
goodnight, i have to deal with way too many kids in about seven hours...
Some people search forever for that one special kiss."
these moments, these kisses. are amazing. and some people search FOREVER for them and yet i have experienced them already and im willing to just let this person walk out of my life and leave me for what may be FOREVER?!
YES.
i have to. i must. its all apart of God's plan. if He wants us to be together in the future, then He will make it happen. i have no reason to worry. im leaving it all to God. im taking the load of uncertainty off my shoulders and handing the burden over to Him because He already has my life planned out =) i love thinking about how God is in complete control.
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ironically five minutes after i finish writing that i find out that the same boy just basically stabbed me in the back. maybe thats too dramatic, maybe not. i should be used to this by now but somehow i didnt expect it this time. i dont know why i didnt, i dont know why i thought he had changed. i should have known. i should have known. i should have known.
actions begg consequences.
its inevitable.
BUT the choice is yours and mine to make: good actions will return good consequences, or rewards, at some point, even if it is not instant or even seen in the near future. and bad choices obviously bring about unwanted consequences.
my head hurts now. i cant wait to leave this world of immaturity behind. but at the same time im scared that i wont grow up in time for this new world im heading into...
goodnight, i have to deal with way too many kids in about seven hours...