I can't believe it ends up like this
Everything is old, everything is fucking new. I'm sick. I hope I choke on my ownvomit. Maybe it would all prove to be worth it somehow. Maybe. I would definitely have someone tape it and maybe send it into America's Funniest home videos. haha, Oh man. Shit, maybe I'm the only one who thinks watching someone choke to death on their own vomit would be considered funny. But I'll be damned, that's great!
Vomit is such a great word isn't it? It's so PC and 'correct', but then sounds more gross than just saying "throw up". I love the word Vomit. VOMIT VOMIT VOMIT. Love it. Also the same with the term "bowel movement" as opposed to just saying "I've gotta go" because man, fuck, bowel movement gives you all the visuals and details that you really just didn't need. I used to think that Bowel movement was actually a verb. Like, "damn I have to bowmooment!" yes, but keep in mind that I was like 7 so yeah. I thought that was how it was spelled and everything. heh, good stuff. I sit here, on my 4th popsicle of the night, nothing to do. Wanting nothing to do but just sitting here. I realize that, my whole world has been built...if that's the word that can be used ...on quick fixes and quick rushes. Like I'm living the life equivalent to fucking crack. It's cheap, it's quick, gives you a fucking insane high but only for a little while. Then you're back on the ground, where you started...scrounging around pathetically waiting, for that next fix and willing to do anything to anyone to get it.
haha, A cycle that never ends! mwahahahahaha. Sad really.
Maybe I will drink myself into oblivion and then go vomit out my stomache on the curb. Watching the cars laugh passionately as they whiz by my face. And then I will laugh heartily at what I have become. Nothing. And then I will grow to appreciate nothing. Because I'll be damned if it isn't better than something. I need to find someone who loves being nothing with me. Then two nothings can swim to a secluded beach off the coast of nowhere and make sweet nothing all nothing long.
yurrrp.
Vomit is such a great word isn't it? It's so PC and 'correct', but then sounds more gross than just saying "throw up". I love the word Vomit. VOMIT VOMIT VOMIT. Love it. Also the same with the term "bowel movement" as opposed to just saying "I've gotta go" because man, fuck, bowel movement gives you all the visuals and details that you really just didn't need. I used to think that Bowel movement was actually a verb. Like, "damn I have to bowmooment!" yes, but keep in mind that I was like 7 so yeah. I thought that was how it was spelled and everything. heh, good stuff. I sit here, on my 4th popsicle of the night, nothing to do. Wanting nothing to do but just sitting here. I realize that, my whole world has been built...if that's the word that can be used ...on quick fixes and quick rushes. Like I'm living the life equivalent to fucking crack. It's cheap, it's quick, gives you a fucking insane high but only for a little while. Then you're back on the ground, where you started...scrounging around pathetically waiting, for that next fix and willing to do anything to anyone to get it.
haha, A cycle that never ends! mwahahahahaha. Sad really.
Maybe I will drink myself into oblivion and then go vomit out my stomache on the curb. Watching the cars laugh passionately as they whiz by my face. And then I will laugh heartily at what I have become. Nothing. And then I will grow to appreciate nothing. Because I'll be damned if it isn't better than something. I need to find someone who loves being nothing with me. Then two nothings can swim to a secluded beach off the coast of nowhere and make sweet nothing all nothing long.
yurrrp.