soul.

Feb 06, 2006 20:01

I've had a trashy day. I got a migraine in 4th period. It was pretty unbearable. I felt utterly trashy during my math test review...so I'm not ready to take the test tomorrow. I went home after 5th period, and it hurt so bad. I had to wear sunglasses and put a blanket over my head because I couldn't take the light. I'm really tired of being ill.
I wonder what God is showing me through this.
I feel really insightful right now, and I really like it. I think He's trying to make me appreciate how incredible He is. He's just been opening up doors, and letting me see new things, and make choices. I've failed in some, and succeeded in others.
I've realized I want to do something involved with graphic design in college. But, I'm still unsure about where I want to go to school because I don't know where the band is going.
I really need prayer and guidance about my future. I just don't want to stress myself. I want to stay with this band. This band has shown me how I can being glory to Him, and experience self-expressing/joy. It's truly what I want. but, I want to be able to go to school, too. I'm going to go to this new program, next year at vow tech (sp?).
it's called commercial art tech. I don't know a whole lot about it. but it seems like its exactly what I want to do. I'm kinda excited.
I still fell remnants of my headache.
I'm still not sure if I'm going to take my math test tomorrow.
I'm really glad God has brought Molly into my life. She has brought me so much happiness. She is really what I've wanted, in a girl. and I truly thank God for her. I would have never seen myself with her a year ago. but, you know...."I'm going to let today, be today"
I love you guys. Thank you for all the support you've put into my life. and I hope to support you, as well.
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