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wow! i can't stress enough how thankful i am that this is the last week of school before holidays!
I'm totally hating school. I dread every day i wake up. and im sooo glad when we have little things that get us out of school [that LAME skating party thing that the whole school went to 3/4th periods last week, and mass!] tomorrow's mass and i get to sleep in aaall morning! i am SO glad. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately aswell, so that doesn't help. I need a morning to sleep. And tomorrow i will, i'll go in for the afternoon but still.
Now that im thinking a bit about christmas, it doesnt mean anything to me at all. The only thing really im looking forward to is going to my grandparents saturday night, because i can't stress enough HOW GOOD their food they make is. And we usually do finger foods X-MAS eve, like celery (+dip), all kinds of vegetables, little corn, all kinds of fruit, and shrimp etc. omg its so good. Anyways, i remember when i was young i looked forward to the presents SO much, i think it was those commercials on tv [all of them that advertise] those made me think "what am i getting for christmas!" so i was always soo excited for christmas, but now as i get older, and we're taught about the propaganda, and all the advertising tricks, i hate most things i see on tv. And theres nothing i need, or even think i need. And i dont like toys like i used to, so for gifts..there isn't much to look forward too. And even when i get something new, sure if i like it, i like it. but its no longer that centre of my life, not one thing is. Whereas when i was young, if i got a new polly pocket, it was my new best friend, and i took it everywhere. Nothings like that anymore.
Hm, i'm a changed person in that aspect. It proves how much i've matured.
Its a good feeling.
I'm totally hating school. I dread every day i wake up. and im sooo glad when we have little things that get us out of school [that LAME skating party thing that the whole school went to 3/4th periods last week, and mass!] tomorrow's mass and i get to sleep in aaall morning! i am SO glad. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately aswell, so that doesn't help. I need a morning to sleep. And tomorrow i will, i'll go in for the afternoon but still.
Now that im thinking a bit about christmas, it doesnt mean anything to me at all. The only thing really im looking forward to is going to my grandparents saturday night, because i can't stress enough HOW GOOD their food they make is. And we usually do finger foods X-MAS eve, like celery (+dip), all kinds of vegetables, little corn, all kinds of fruit, and shrimp etc. omg its so good. Anyways, i remember when i was young i looked forward to the presents SO much, i think it was those commercials on tv [all of them that advertise] those made me think "what am i getting for christmas!" so i was always soo excited for christmas, but now as i get older, and we're taught about the propaganda, and all the advertising tricks, i hate most things i see on tv. And theres nothing i need, or even think i need. And i dont like toys like i used to, so for gifts..there isn't much to look forward too. And even when i get something new, sure if i like it, i like it. but its no longer that centre of my life, not one thing is. Whereas when i was young, if i got a new polly pocket, it was my new best friend, and i took it everywhere. Nothings like that anymore.
Hm, i'm a changed person in that aspect. It proves how much i've matured.
Its a good feeling.