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[intern_of_death]

Does anyone ever fell like they are dying, not in a figurative sense, but physically. I can feel my body rotting from the inside out, especially my mind. Its really scary and cold. Maybe i have a degenerative disease *wry smile*. Some days though i feel great, I feel really alive. It seems that my day's outcome is determined at the beginning, and is set from there. The gap between the good days and bad days seems to be growing. On good days I could do anything. I could take on the world. And on bad days... I dont even want to go there.

Here is a link to a couple of my drawings. Drawings