Aug 18, 2006 17:11
Well dears... no marilee has not imploded or exploded or cumbusted or any such word. I went to Quebec and now I'm back. Home again home again. It's taken me a while but I can say that starting about 2 days ago my summer actually began to feel like summer. Things are settling in. I have applied for and recieved my working holiday visa for Australia, and once I obtain Alicia's Itinerary I will be able to book my plane ticket. Also I got a promotion... well if you want to call it that. Anyways, I am now a waitress at Pancake house. So that ups my pay quite alot. Looks like it is now wisest to stick around that place until January when I leave. Ah well. C'est la vie! Things are returning to normal. Ma and pa say no I haven't changed since quebec. luke says yes. So I guess I have changed socially, not in level of responsibility and all that jazz that my parents see.
I had a few friends over when my parents went out of town. Ya ya, everybody does it, but duh! How can you not!? As long as things are under control, and with my hommies they are! So we had a really good time. I did anyways. It's too bad Dave couldn't come. I wanna see him. He is one a the only city folk I haven't seen since Grad. Thats kinda sad. Well perhaps this weekend. Luke and I will organise something. I kinda wanna go out for supper. Am I old? Well whatever. Then there is Danica's cabin. I KNOW that'll be a blast. And for once I'm going to bring enough alohol. That'll probably mean overbuying 'cause people there may not end up having enough, but what ever. When you start a new job with a higher pay, it gives one the right to splurge a little for the first pay check.
I'm running again! Well, dragging myself out there. But it is hard to feel good about myself when a day passes and I've done no excercise and eaten every meal. Just seems stupid. Gotta love that freshly strenched and run feeling in the legs. I've come across a thought... Jacob is my primary proof of this, if you'll be so kind darling! I think that everyone searches for parts of life that make them feel really alive. The parts that cause them strong, invigorating, or dramatic emotion. I guess for me health is one of the things that makes me feel alive. When I am not healthy I feel lethargic and anything but alive. I have also discovered what is the driving force behind my life, but we shal discuss that later shan't we. Yes I think we shal. For marilee shal have to go for supper at her grammy's. Nummies! Ta