I did well, for a few hours...
So, tonight I went out and hung out with Lauren, Dustin, Justin, Donnie and some other peoples. It was a good time. I was suprised by how socially outgoing I was at first. I mean, I actually had a decent conversation with lauren and we laughed our asses off for like an hour and half. Then Heather came over with a couple of friends and we all hung out and I was still talkin it up and being my old self again. Then we started playin trivial pursuit and I was doing good for about 20 min. and then I gradually stopped talking and I started getting paranoid and I just wanted to leave.I don't know if it was because I was getting tired or if I was just getting annoyed by the really loud and obnoxious gay guy that kept throwing stuff. Either way, I decided to leave while I was mildly ahead of the game and people still thought I was social. hehe
Honestly, being in a 3 1/2 year relationship totally destroys your ability to be outgoing and socially stable. At least it did for me. But, I'm slowly getting back in the game. I'm talking to alot of different people and hanging out with new friends.
I honestly think that I am starting to get better. Starting to get over it. It still hurts everynight, but its nothing compared to that first month or so.
Honestly, being in a 3 1/2 year relationship totally destroys your ability to be outgoing and socially stable. At least it did for me. But, I'm slowly getting back in the game. I'm talking to alot of different people and hanging out with new friends.
I honestly think that I am starting to get better. Starting to get over it. It still hurts everynight, but its nothing compared to that first month or so.