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often your sails and take a ride says:
i'm fucking brilliant
soften your sails and take a ride says:
alright?
crazytown ain't such a bad place, if you don't mind the lynch mob. says:
okay
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i know everything
soften your sails and take a ride says:
or at least have the incredible capacity to learn anything
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i'm supposed to be important
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i'm supposed to be a leader
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i'm supposed to make a difference and i'm supposed to be amazing at what i do
soften your sails and take a ride says:
and this isn't... dreams
soften your sails and take a ride says:
this is like...
soften your sails and take a ride says:
tearing me apart everyday i'm average
soften your sails and take a ride says:
this is like knowing theres a god or knowing the step isn't gonna collapse when you step on it
soften your sails and take a ride says:
this is hardwired
soften your sails and take a ride says:
and here i am fucking throwing tile
soften your sails and take a ride says:
so DO something right?
soften your sails and take a ride says:
yeah.
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i know.
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i get it.
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i can't.
crazytown ain't such a bad place, if you don't mind the lynch mob. says:
i wasnt going to say anything
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i'm entirely unable to live how i'm supposed to and i can only assume that i've already missed the path and i'm doomed to mediocrity KNOWING full well everything i was supposed to be
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i'm in hell
soften your sails and take a ride says:
every fucking fake smile selling shit sweeping floor day
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i read books that would make post grads cry
soften your sails and take a ride says:
and i dont have my ged
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i'm a freakin encyclopedia and theres nothing that i can do that will make it matter
soften your sails and take a ride says:
i'm fucking jonah running from where i should be and this is my storm