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I am lonely.
It has absolutely nothing to do with valentines day, and everything to do with the fact that I was talking to a guy online that i met here, and i realized he's the closest thing i have to a friend here. Because i am so far away from Hirafu, i haven't really made friends, just acquaintances that i hope will become friends when I see them in Australia (if I end up seeing them in Australia, and their e-mail addresses aren't all fake, as one of them was). It made me quite sad. 3 months, and I can't even get the youngest chef to watch a movie with me after he's done cooking for the night.
Because of that, I have also become extraordinarily selfish. or maybe i've always been extraordinarily selfish, and the solitary nature of my stay here has magnified it.
I can't wait to get to australia. 2 weeks, and then i'm out on my own, exploring a new continent. I'm arriving at 5am in Cairns. I have made absolutely 0 plans yet. this should be interesting.
It has absolutely nothing to do with valentines day, and everything to do with the fact that I was talking to a guy online that i met here, and i realized he's the closest thing i have to a friend here. Because i am so far away from Hirafu, i haven't really made friends, just acquaintances that i hope will become friends when I see them in Australia (if I end up seeing them in Australia, and their e-mail addresses aren't all fake, as one of them was). It made me quite sad. 3 months, and I can't even get the youngest chef to watch a movie with me after he's done cooking for the night.
Because of that, I have also become extraordinarily selfish. or maybe i've always been extraordinarily selfish, and the solitary nature of my stay here has magnified it.
I can't wait to get to australia. 2 weeks, and then i'm out on my own, exploring a new continent. I'm arriving at 5am in Cairns. I have made absolutely 0 plans yet. this should be interesting.