bein back
i wasn't sure if i should go out tonight beacause I really didn't get enough work done at all today, I don't know why I was just so unproductive, at least I'm not really worried about it yet.
But I did go out and I was actually there till pretty late (as you may be able to see from the time it is now). Klax had a party which is kind of the usual and they are always pretty good. It was nice to see people but as after awhile I felt like I didn't have anything interesting to say, or anything to say at all. This happens to me a lot. I feel like people are expecting more of me and I am just boring and bland. Then I start feeling like I have no one to talk to and nothing to talk about, so I left. I hate when this happens because to me it seems like everyone else has so much more to talk about and people want to talk to them but no one wants to talk to me.
But I did go out and I was actually there till pretty late (as you may be able to see from the time it is now). Klax had a party which is kind of the usual and they are always pretty good. It was nice to see people but as after awhile I felt like I didn't have anything interesting to say, or anything to say at all. This happens to me a lot. I feel like people are expecting more of me and I am just boring and bland. Then I start feeling like I have no one to talk to and nothing to talk about, so I left. I hate when this happens because to me it seems like everyone else has so much more to talk about and people want to talk to them but no one wants to talk to me.