May 14, 2005 01:57
well...friday the 13th went good with me baby sittin my 10 month old niece. and me and lori went downtown whitewater tonight. we never have gone downtown together and i have never been downtown whitewater. i forgot my id so i used hers.....we dont look much alike. i was carded at each place but the bouncers just looked at it real close yet didnt care, it was fuckin amazing. well this is the first real entry i have had in 2 years. i just want everyone that knows me that i still like them and think theyre cool, but a lot of shit went down when i stopped writing in here. i really do love everyone and i forgive those that hurt me. just hope that no one hates me cause i held a grudge. i learned a lot in that time of my life and though i never want to deal with that again i have moved on and excepted and love myself and learned to if not trust then to accept everyone for who they are and to not dwell on past events because the present and future is what is going to make me happy.
and on that sappy note i am done....i hope to make this my journal again on a more regular basis because i believe that my life is worth remembering and if i dont write it who will remember it?