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lately ive been having these weird feelings, sort of out of body.
maybe im delusional
but ill be just sitting there and feel my self getting lighter and lighter and my body feels weightless and my spirit is free like im ready to float.
maybe its a preminision.
in other news i have a car.
a tan 98 toyota corrolllaaaaa.
its cute. it needs a cd player.
looks brand new.
smells like strawberries
runs beautiful and good on gas.
i hate virginia drivers though.
dumb fucks, not to say im perfect, i get distracted easily.
work sucks.
next week im going to be in the middle of the ocean. gggggggggreat.
last week of may however, we're going to be in NYC.
time to see my gangstuh homies like \/\/errrrd.
i really d ont know what i want out of the rest of my life.
yes college degree is what i want by the end of my 5 years of wasted life in the navy...
JOKE JOKE
but seriously. i dont know if im going to stay in here any longer than i already have to.
it sucks.
but if i do get out... what else am i going to do?
lately ive sort of been a wall-flower... how to you break out from such a bad unintentional behavior?
im not always like that but it seems to be a constant
maybe this whole working until un-godly hours and working on my day of saturday for the past week has made me that way.
anyway. the rest of the week we get out at noon because medical works our asses off for a pat on the back and get back to work shrug. all in the name of being number one department on the uss kearsarge.
deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-votion ;)
its late and i have duty, im tired so its bed time.
8 hours of sleep... aint toooo shabby.
tomorrow i have a date, yes. not only with the laundry mat buttttt a real live male.
who has a mustang. like wayne.... SHAAAAAAAAWING
adios
maybe im delusional
but ill be just sitting there and feel my self getting lighter and lighter and my body feels weightless and my spirit is free like im ready to float.
maybe its a preminision.
in other news i have a car.
a tan 98 toyota corrolllaaaaa.
its cute. it needs a cd player.
looks brand new.
smells like strawberries
runs beautiful and good on gas.
i hate virginia drivers though.
dumb fucks, not to say im perfect, i get distracted easily.
work sucks.
next week im going to be in the middle of the ocean. gggggggggreat.
last week of may however, we're going to be in NYC.
time to see my gangstuh homies like \/\/errrrd.
i really d ont know what i want out of the rest of my life.
yes college degree is what i want by the end of my 5 years of wasted life in the navy...
JOKE JOKE
but seriously. i dont know if im going to stay in here any longer than i already have to.
it sucks.
but if i do get out... what else am i going to do?
lately ive sort of been a wall-flower... how to you break out from such a bad unintentional behavior?
im not always like that but it seems to be a constant
maybe this whole working until un-godly hours and working on my day of saturday for the past week has made me that way.
anyway. the rest of the week we get out at noon because medical works our asses off for a pat on the back and get back to work shrug. all in the name of being number one department on the uss kearsarge.
deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-votion ;)
its late and i have duty, im tired so its bed time.
8 hours of sleep... aint toooo shabby.
tomorrow i have a date, yes. not only with the laundry mat buttttt a real live male.
who has a mustang. like wayne.... SHAAAAAAAAWING
adios