Dec 14, 2006 22:19
its been a long time since i updated this, i tried my best to keep off this cause i figured out that this LJthingy confuses me alot...soooooo. from now on i need to watch what i type....there might be some misunderstandings that might follow...but ANYWAYS=)
as i said earlier, its been a LONG time since i updated this thinger-ma-bobber and uhh yea i guess its time for a new entry huh? well anyways today? hmmmm today? shall we talk about today? hahah okayyy we shall....today was one of the most gayest-feeling-days ever.....like i mean...it was absolutely unproductive and it was also weird with the friends...people that i thought i was cool with, made it look like they wanted a distance with me? but what the hey? but watever, i mean..................................OKAY this is really buggin me so im just gonna splirt it allll crazy out...LOL.... >> look, i tried talking to you about it, but from my understandings and how it looks like, you dont wanna do that, you dont wanna talk, you just wanna leave this hanging and not care about it....(yea sure i might be wrong, but how else can feel / say when thats how it looks like to me?) so what am i gonna do? ignore it too? i honestly dont want to, but wat - can - i - do? i wanted to talk, to straighten things out...and you didnt want to..... sooo......ill see ya in school=)
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to who it HAS to concern
"Just because I know we had a friendship"> gosh, truly and honestly lemme just say this now...frik.....im sorry for whatever shit i did or didnt do AND if sorry isnt enough an of an apology.ugh watever..im open to to talk, ready when you are..