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The basic jist is...I came home from Mexico today. In the course of a day I was in the ocean on a ship, in LA. Became "just friends" with Dan over the phone. On a plane. In San Jose. Hung out with Adam. Visited Brandon. Talked with Dan. Found out why we're "just friends." Talked with Jenn. Felt like shit. Cried a bit. Hung out with Kelley. Got Sarah. Went to the apartment. Went to Mama's. BTDT went to the Pruneyard. Jenn and Dan came by. Other people showed up. I talked with Dan. Kelley and I went to Dennys to see the stall...haha. Went to Trents. Talked with Jenn. Cried, talked, bla bla bla. Kelley and I went back to the Pruneyard saw people. Came home. Talked to Dan again. Needed my other friend to distract me with words of wisdom and other shit.
Basically it didn't work the first OR the second time. Oh well. I'm moving on from that and wishing them two the best, that's all I can do. I hope everything works out for the best. I have my friends and I still have my friends that I really didn't hang out with these past two weeks. I am now, other then last time, going to be friends ["great friends" as Dan said he wanted, not soon but maybe down the road...it'd be better that way] ...well, try to be friends with Dan and start again with Jenn. It won't be easy and won't be a quick process...I've been hurt yet again and of course by not only an ex but a friend too so now it'll be even harder for me.
Shit happens for a reason. I'll learn.
Thanks to the people that were there tonight for me. Especially Kelley.
Basically it didn't work the first OR the second time. Oh well. I'm moving on from that and wishing them two the best, that's all I can do. I hope everything works out for the best. I have my friends and I still have my friends that I really didn't hang out with these past two weeks. I am now, other then last time, going to be friends ["great friends" as Dan said he wanted, not soon but maybe down the road...it'd be better that way] ...well, try to be friends with Dan and start again with Jenn. It won't be easy and won't be a quick process...I've been hurt yet again and of course by not only an ex but a friend too so now it'll be even harder for me.
Shit happens for a reason. I'll learn.
Thanks to the people that were there tonight for me. Especially Kelley.