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Well, since I'm so damn sick, I'm going to write as long an entry as I can. Just because I'm so sad and bored and in pain all at the same time. I think writing about things might take my mind off of it. Hopefully it will, because right about now I feel like driving a big, dull stake through my chest and enduring a painful death. At least then I'll probably be happier than I am now.
Today was such a waste. Well, the first half of the day wasn't. I woke up early (8:15) so I could go to church. We went to get donuts first, then went to church. And all through church I was coughing. But not normal coughs. Real loud, phlemmy coughs. The lady who was sitting in front of us even moved because she couldn't stand it. So we left church a little early, and as soon as we got outside, all my mom and sister would say was how I was such an embarrassment, and how they never wanted to go to church with me again, and how I ruined everything by being sick. What a lovely family I have.
So we got home, and I changed clothes and as soon as I went downstairs to have breakfast, I got more shit from my family, with the new addition of my dad. I just got so pissed off I cursed a whole lot at them and went upstairs. Well, I got pretty bored being in my room, so I went down, ate breakfast, and came online. I spent a damn hour downloading the new iTunes so I could use my gift certificates that I got for the iTunes music store, and it wouldn't let me open the iTunes. It said something about needing an administrators password, which no one in my household knows. Wonderful. There's another hour gone to waste.
My dad was wiring our basement so we could watch TV and whatnot when we buy everything for it, so I decided to help him. By help, I mean sit there and talk to him and keep him company while he does things. So he wired it and I helped him, taking minor breaks occasionally (Ruby called and I was in such a bad mood and it cheered me up so much! And I felt like I would be happy for the rest of my life, just by talking to her right there. I really hope she's having a good time. Jeremy also called a bit later, but I don't think I was still helping my dad by then.) So yeah, he did everything all professionally and it looked really nice, and he plugs in his boombox to test it, and there's a strange humming noise. There's no humming when we plug it into any other outlet in the basement, just that one. Then he goes and blows the search breaker trying to fix the humming noise. Finally he just gave up, but now he's back at it again.
Mike came over for a few brief moments. Right before he left for Frost Valley. I won't be seeing him for a few days. I gave him back his CD. I didn't even finish burning it yet. But he did give me My Big Fat Greek Wedding, which I love, so I'll watch that tomorrow or something.
Then at 3:30 I took a nap. I woke up at 6. And that was such a waste because I woke up feeling worse than I had gone to sleep feeling. So now I'm really sick. And I'm miserable. And I'm so sad because I'm wasting such a valuable few days, being on break and all. And I just want to die right now. And I miss Ruby. Oh god, I really hope she's having a good time. I feel like it's been a very long time since I saw her last. But I have her gifts to me to remind me of her.
The End.
Today was such a waste. Well, the first half of the day wasn't. I woke up early (8:15) so I could go to church. We went to get donuts first, then went to church. And all through church I was coughing. But not normal coughs. Real loud, phlemmy coughs. The lady who was sitting in front of us even moved because she couldn't stand it. So we left church a little early, and as soon as we got outside, all my mom and sister would say was how I was such an embarrassment, and how they never wanted to go to church with me again, and how I ruined everything by being sick. What a lovely family I have.
So we got home, and I changed clothes and as soon as I went downstairs to have breakfast, I got more shit from my family, with the new addition of my dad. I just got so pissed off I cursed a whole lot at them and went upstairs. Well, I got pretty bored being in my room, so I went down, ate breakfast, and came online. I spent a damn hour downloading the new iTunes so I could use my gift certificates that I got for the iTunes music store, and it wouldn't let me open the iTunes. It said something about needing an administrators password, which no one in my household knows. Wonderful. There's another hour gone to waste.
My dad was wiring our basement so we could watch TV and whatnot when we buy everything for it, so I decided to help him. By help, I mean sit there and talk to him and keep him company while he does things. So he wired it and I helped him, taking minor breaks occasionally (Ruby called and I was in such a bad mood and it cheered me up so much! And I felt like I would be happy for the rest of my life, just by talking to her right there. I really hope she's having a good time. Jeremy also called a bit later, but I don't think I was still helping my dad by then.) So yeah, he did everything all professionally and it looked really nice, and he plugs in his boombox to test it, and there's a strange humming noise. There's no humming when we plug it into any other outlet in the basement, just that one. Then he goes and blows the search breaker trying to fix the humming noise. Finally he just gave up, but now he's back at it again.
Mike came over for a few brief moments. Right before he left for Frost Valley. I won't be seeing him for a few days. I gave him back his CD. I didn't even finish burning it yet. But he did give me My Big Fat Greek Wedding, which I love, so I'll watch that tomorrow or something.
Then at 3:30 I took a nap. I woke up at 6. And that was such a waste because I woke up feeling worse than I had gone to sleep feeling. So now I'm really sick. And I'm miserable. And I'm so sad because I'm wasting such a valuable few days, being on break and all. And I just want to die right now. And I miss Ruby. Oh god, I really hope she's having a good time. I feel like it's been a very long time since I saw her last. But I have her gifts to me to remind me of her.
The End.