Dec 22, 2003 16:52
Well, know how I was feeling before? I just finished watching something with my mom about kids in Africa. Wonderful. I feel like just slitting my throat. I've got to get control. It's getting really bad. And I feel like somethings going to happen. And it really bothers me. And I hate how they tell us to act normal, but then tell us there's a big chance of terrorism this christmas. That just ruins the spirit. Not that I have any left I don't think. But it still bugs me.