i'm not like them, but i can pretend.
MY MOM iS THE COOLEST PERSON THAT EVER WALKED THE FACE OF THE EARTH.
ok, so it was pretty fucked up that she read my last entry. which was protected for all you non-friend readers.
and it was very revealing by one sentence.
so she calls while i'm at the gazeebo to come pick me up.
i was scared shitless. and freaked out a lot.
when i got in the car it started out okay. but she had proof, and i knew i couldn't deny it.
so i came clean.
no joke. about EVERYTHiNG.
leighapalooza.
i swear on my life.
she even knows about what i supposedly don't know. hah.
jesus. but she accepted it and she understands as much as is possible for a mom.
which is pretty good. she admitted she was a little disappointed, but told me that it doesn't change who i am and that's not something i should hate myself for. she also gave a little lecture on consequences and whatnot, which was a wee bit annoying but i can deal.
i feel so much better not lying to her.
now i have absoulutely nothing to hide.
and she promised not to tell my dad.
so all is well in the land of leigh?
on another note.
today i discovered that i can't take this shit anymore.
fjorida kept telling me to chill out.
which i HATE when she does.
so i told her to shut the fuck up.
but then she kept calling me annoying.
and you know what she said next?
"you're psycho, now i can see why you go to a psychiatrist."
first of all, i'm not on meds. so it's psychologist.
second of all, it's partially her fault i'm there.
wow. i wanna slap the bitch.
ooh. song changed to since u been gone. which parts of kinda describe the whole situation with whatsisface.
huh. how about that.
i hung out with benni in bronxville today. we saw madagascar and bought shiny shoes. mine are red mary janes. she has pointy seafoam green ones.
damn. benni is a really good friend. i like our little excursions.
and sam. thanks for being there for me today.
same to karen. emily helped too.
but a self-centered bitch automatically thinks of herself and wanted to make sure my mom didn't tell her mom.
wow. i can't wait till july 1st. cause me and my "best friend" need a break.
ok, so it was pretty fucked up that she read my last entry. which was protected for all you non-friend readers.
and it was very revealing by one sentence.
so she calls while i'm at the gazeebo to come pick me up.
i was scared shitless. and freaked out a lot.
when i got in the car it started out okay. but she had proof, and i knew i couldn't deny it.
so i came clean.
no joke. about EVERYTHiNG.
leighapalooza.
i swear on my life.
she even knows about what i supposedly don't know. hah.
jesus. but she accepted it and she understands as much as is possible for a mom.
which is pretty good. she admitted she was a little disappointed, but told me that it doesn't change who i am and that's not something i should hate myself for. she also gave a little lecture on consequences and whatnot, which was a wee bit annoying but i can deal.
i feel so much better not lying to her.
now i have absoulutely nothing to hide.
and she promised not to tell my dad.
so all is well in the land of leigh?
on another note.
today i discovered that i can't take this shit anymore.
fjorida kept telling me to chill out.
which i HATE when she does.
so i told her to shut the fuck up.
but then she kept calling me annoying.
and you know what she said next?
"you're psycho, now i can see why you go to a psychiatrist."
first of all, i'm not on meds. so it's psychologist.
second of all, it's partially her fault i'm there.
wow. i wanna slap the bitch.
ooh. song changed to since u been gone. which parts of kinda describe the whole situation with whatsisface.
huh. how about that.
i hung out with benni in bronxville today. we saw madagascar and bought shiny shoes. mine are red mary janes. she has pointy seafoam green ones.
damn. benni is a really good friend. i like our little excursions.
and sam. thanks for being there for me today.
same to karen. emily helped too.
but a self-centered bitch automatically thinks of herself and wanted to make sure my mom didn't tell her mom.
wow. i can't wait till july 1st. cause me and my "best friend" need a break.