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I think we might rent again. I am sick of finding crap for 380K. I never even wanted to spend 360K. It makes me sick.
Whatever.
I'm having a beer.
I have my grief therapist appt on Friday. I have successfully avoiding talking much about my mom in our sessions. I'm going to have to go there soon, or I'm wasting my money, and both of our time.
I can't stand it, though. I feel like I can't breathe. She was the person who kept me going through childhood. She was my safe place. That she is gone makes me paralyzed with pain. I can't bear to think it.
Whatever.
I'm having a beer.
I have my grief therapist appt on Friday. I have successfully avoiding talking much about my mom in our sessions. I'm going to have to go there soon, or I'm wasting my money, and both of our time.
I can't stand it, though. I feel like I can't breathe. She was the person who kept me going through childhood. She was my safe place. That she is gone makes me paralyzed with pain. I can't bear to think it.