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as I was looking at some One Tree Hill icons/avatars, it hit me that I hadn't even bothered to watch the season finale.
THE SEASON FINALE!
what was I thinking yesterday?! that could've been the last episode EVER and i missed it!
it makes me sad.
i remember when One Tree Hill was the thing I was most obsessed about.
I love it still, but my priorities have gotten mixed up.
Yea, it's strange saying that watching One Tree Hill was a priority, but I'm speaking more of when I didn't care this much about guys
prom
and
other trivial things.
it makes me sad thinking about how much I've changed.
It disgusts me how boy-crazy I am .... coughcough.
It's really upsetting.
I wish I could turn back time and stay friends with my guy friends and not let life get into the way, aka drift apart.
It's not like i can help it either.
My mind subconsciously seeks him out.
I don't need this.
I can't wait until grad night.
Prom will be over.
APs will have been over for quite some time.
And all we'd have to do is wait for graduation.
Wow.
I'm excited for grad night. ;D
Anyway, I hope college is different.
Different guys.
Different lifestyle.
Different people + teachers.
i'm sad about leaving HS, but it hasn't really hit me yet.
i'm more eager to attend college...
i guess it'll hit me really hard later...
during graduation...i think
and i'll cry a lot. -__________-