Feb 14, 2004 01:22
Yes well i guess we knew it all along
that i could not be happy
so im not anymore.
I am miserably unhappy
oh the consequences
my mom put it best "what is the point of living or anyone's life if no one can be happy?"
there is no point, yet we all keep on living
and it's shitty
ah i love life!
bobby1 and allison came by my house tonight.
How it was so sweet to see them together
and how lucky they are.
and i had to think, "and what about me?"
not in a selfish way, but more like, "now where's my end of the deal?"
it was no where to be found.
but really, why not me? i don't understand and i guess it doesn't matter
eh oh well, i'll be gone until monday, fucking bastards. i wish i could stay
something is compelling me to go there.