long time gone.
But nobody cares.
Well. since this is a journal. I figure I would let everything out.
OK. yeah, Becky and I don't talk anymore. Yeah, and I don't know why. She was mad at me for hanging out with Marion or something, but I don't even really remember her asking me to hang out. I just remember her saying she was tired and I was going to fill an app. out at her work and I wasnt exactly sure where it was at but I had a prety good idea. Well, she asked if I needed her to go, and I said no because she said she was tired. Well, when I was on my way to fill the app out, Marion called and asked if I could take her to Target for something. And I said yeah, why not since she drove me to go school shopping since i had no one else too.
Well, I didn't know Becky was really mad until after her ignoring me for awhile and then finally talks to me when she needs money back for a shirt she ordered. The money didn't make me mad. It just really hurt me that she would ignore me until she needed something. I just thought it was nice of me to ask my dad to order her clothes which my dad or I didn't have to do. So, I give her the $17 for the shirt and I believe it was $16.50 or something. But when I went over there to give her the money, she had to ask me what about the tax. That really made me mad. SO I went home got out the calculator and I figured out that I owed her a dollar something. WOW, that really hurt me.
If someone ever did me a favor and they owed me money I would not make a big deal about it. Especially since they were nice enough in the first place to do something for me.
Well. anyways after that later on in the week I saw her pull into her driveway and she didn't see me when I looked at her. so I figured she was still mad about something so I went inside. Then I found out that she was mad because I didn't wave to her.
so.. then I she her again a few days later in the driveway. Well, I looked at her and waved. Well really got a nasty look. but she did wave back.. but it deffinately felt like she just had to wave back.
Then also while this was happening I was getting really mean comments on my LJ about what I wrote in it.
If your not going to be nice why would you leave things like that
What she said really hurt me because I would never say that to her. Well, a few weeks ago on Halloween I had to pass out candy. And I saw George(Becky's dad) get a mask and jacket and he walked over to their house to pretend to be a trick-or-treater. Well, I started laughing because I thought it was funny and Becky came outside and looked over and saw me. Well, yeah I looked away. I was upset because my feelings were hurt. What would i wave again to get a nasty look? Then I was called stuck up for it...
But, with everything she has said seems like she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Because you really don't tell anyone you just don't care about them anymore. And it makes me feel like I'm doing everything wrong...
I'm just sick of it.
