dreams.
yup, I started school today. It felt pretty odd, but cool. I have graphic design for Vo-tech. I think I am going to LOVE it. It makes the day go by a lot faster.
but, anyways. On too what i was going to write about. I've been having these really weird dreams lately. They started when I was upnorth with Becky but I couldn't really remember them, I just know they were about my grandparents because I really started to miss them. but since I've been home they have gotten really horrible. Mostly it's about my grandparents driving with my mom and brother to see my at registration (ha thats a weird part) but they have to take the highway to get there. and I guess they get in a car wreck because then I dream that I'm in a hospital and a doctor told me my brother and grandpa died. then I asked about my mom and they said she was in very serious condition. after that I just woke up crying... Then I kept thinking about my brother and that I havent talked to him in awhile. I really miss him and I'm scared that something might happenned to him. I miss my mom a lot too. Even though we got in a big arguement last time we talked. I really just want someone to talk too. because I feel that I only upset the people I had to talk too. but that's my fault.
well, to change the subject.. Upnorth was fun. We went tubing , on the 4-wheelers, to the fair, and we played flashlight tag. It was a lot of fun. and I read the first 2 sisterhood books, which I really liked.
after I came home I hung out with marion on Monday. we got our toes done and I got my nails done. and then after that we went to target and I got a new cover for my down comforter. I like it a lot. but then afterwards it just kinda went downhill. I really upset Becky and I really didnt have any idea that she was so upset in the first place.. I dont know I guess I just really messed things up. I feel horrible about it..and now I really know how she feels. I just wish she would talk to me.
but on tuesday my dad wanted me to go up to the school and see if I could at least get my scedule but I had no way up there so I asked Marion to take me and she didnt care. so I got it and she dropped me off. and that was about it.
yeah.then I came too another problem, well I needed to get some clothes stuff for school still and my mom wasnt upnorth and my dad was way too busy on Wednesday so he gave me money and I went shopping and Marion took me again. she shopping around while I was getting what i needed. after this summer things really seem weird between us.
well, I guess it's good that school started. I really need to good grades and really pay attention to what i'm doing. and maybe things will start to get better.
but, anyways. On too what i was going to write about. I've been having these really weird dreams lately. They started when I was upnorth with Becky but I couldn't really remember them, I just know they were about my grandparents because I really started to miss them. but since I've been home they have gotten really horrible. Mostly it's about my grandparents driving with my mom and brother to see my at registration (ha thats a weird part) but they have to take the highway to get there. and I guess they get in a car wreck because then I dream that I'm in a hospital and a doctor told me my brother and grandpa died. then I asked about my mom and they said she was in very serious condition. after that I just woke up crying... Then I kept thinking about my brother and that I havent talked to him in awhile. I really miss him and I'm scared that something might happenned to him. I miss my mom a lot too. Even though we got in a big arguement last time we talked. I really just want someone to talk too. because I feel that I only upset the people I had to talk too. but that's my fault.
well, to change the subject.. Upnorth was fun. We went tubing , on the 4-wheelers, to the fair, and we played flashlight tag. It was a lot of fun. and I read the first 2 sisterhood books, which I really liked.
after I came home I hung out with marion on Monday. we got our toes done and I got my nails done. and then after that we went to target and I got a new cover for my down comforter. I like it a lot. but then afterwards it just kinda went downhill. I really upset Becky and I really didnt have any idea that she was so upset in the first place.. I dont know I guess I just really messed things up. I feel horrible about it..and now I really know how she feels. I just wish she would talk to me.
but on tuesday my dad wanted me to go up to the school and see if I could at least get my scedule but I had no way up there so I asked Marion to take me and she didnt care. so I got it and she dropped me off. and that was about it.
yeah.then I came too another problem, well I needed to get some clothes stuff for school still and my mom wasnt upnorth and my dad was way too busy on Wednesday so he gave me money and I went shopping and Marion took me again. she shopping around while I was getting what i needed. after this summer things really seem weird between us.
well, I guess it's good that school started. I really need to good grades and really pay attention to what i'm doing. and maybe things will start to get better.