Middle Of Nowhere
I was going to have a pretty cheerful entry tonight about how it was a peaceful day. Of how I just chilled & read for classes for the most part.
But I'm just too frustrated & bummed out w/ everyone & everything in my life right now. The only 2 cool people to keep me company were Nichele (xinertiaticx - You rule.) & Brittani (xtearsthatfallx). Thanks for the laughs & such. Meant a lot.
I was hoping to talk to someone tonight since I haven't really been able to the past few days but it wasn't meant to be. Which is ok b/c they went out & had fun. So that's good.
Meh, I'm good for nothing. I'm a burden & a pain in the ass to everyone. Most of my friends annoy me for various reasons (Except the 2 I listed up there).
Life sucks & I think everyone would be better off if I locked myself in a small isolated room where someone only brings me food & drink where I can just watch T.V. all the time.
I suck at life. Everyone thinks I know wtf I'm doing when they see me or they think I'm always in a laid back mood but it's bull. I make it all up & fake my way. YAY me.
I'm going to go sulk. I've been so bummed the past 3 days for the most part. It's sucked. My chest just has this weird feeling in it from being sad.
Laters.
But I'm just too frustrated & bummed out w/ everyone & everything in my life right now. The only 2 cool people to keep me company were Nichele (xinertiaticx - You rule.) & Brittani (xtearsthatfallx). Thanks for the laughs & such. Meant a lot.
I was hoping to talk to someone tonight since I haven't really been able to the past few days but it wasn't meant to be. Which is ok b/c they went out & had fun. So that's good.
Meh, I'm good for nothing. I'm a burden & a pain in the ass to everyone. Most of my friends annoy me for various reasons (Except the 2 I listed up there).
Life sucks & I think everyone would be better off if I locked myself in a small isolated room where someone only brings me food & drink where I can just watch T.V. all the time.
I suck at life. Everyone thinks I know wtf I'm doing when they see me or they think I'm always in a laid back mood but it's bull. I make it all up & fake my way. YAY me.
I'm going to go sulk. I've been so bummed the past 3 days for the most part. It's sucked. My chest just has this weird feeling in it from being sad.
Laters.