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Some days I feel as though I will dissolve in my thoughts.  As if aspirin thoughts dissolve in a half-full glass of water, bubbling over the edges and spilling - too much for one small girl.  I find solace in moments of too-much clarity by staring into the eyes of a balled-up kitten. 
I generate the appropriate energy to consider myself human - enough blood pumps to ensure my extremities don’t give me fuzzy feelings - but I feel like a robot.