Jan 24, 2007 19:02
im a restless rita these days. I'm not in school. It's nice--not complaining at all. I dont miss the papers and the stress. But at times I feel sad about the fact that i am killing my educated brain cells with those beers I drink after I get off work. (at jimmy johns. lost my other job when I left school).
So I work weird hours delivering sandwiches to drunk people. I leave in less than two weeks for tour with the band. I couldnt be more axious to do something in my life. Right now I feel like a college drop out. But when i leave i will feel better about it. It will feel more like a business trip away from school. We'll be gone over two weeks. then back for 3 days, then out on teh road for a few more. then back for a week, then out again for two more weeks. That's the plan for now. I am in the process of booking some more minor tours for march and april. Hopefully we can afford to tour like we want to. oh money. such a B, but thou needs!
i think a lot of changes are about to happen in the lives of joe and I. I don't know if Muncie will be our home for much longer. that's all I can delve into for the time being.
today my mom told me the generic phrase on the phone, when God closes a door, he'll open a window. I hope it's a big french looking window with a view of something really colorful. I want to move. But not for the sake of moving. Maybe there's a good reason that's being stirred viciously in my life pot. or maybe I have a life wok. stir-fry. sounds fresher than stew..
Come on Lord, give it to me. I am getting restless down here.
Confusion is a dirty, dirty thing.