Help Me Become a Man
Title : Help me become a man
Pairings : sungjong/myungsoo
Rating : NC-17 ; smut ,!crackfic , one-shot
Summary : Sungjong was always the sensitive type . The slightest hit ; and he would bawl . If he got yelled at, he would start to tear up. One day , Woohyun playfully hit Jongie , but he ended up crying . Frustrated , Woohyun yelled at Sungjong to be a man . Sungjong takes his advice and ask Myungsoo to help him become a man .
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Sungjong wasn't the strongest member. He was very sensitive. The slightest hit , and he would start crying. If he got yelled at, he would start to get depressed and start to tear up. All of the members knew about it , but they still manage to forget sometimes.
One fine morning, Sungjong goes to the kitchen to see what Woohyun was making for breakfast.
Sungjong skips eagerly into the kitchen with a bright smile. " Woo-ahh~ what are you making this time ? " Sungjong said in a cheery tone.
"Jongie~ " Woohyun turned and looked at him with a smile , " scrambled eggs with kimchi . "
Sungjong looked at Woohyun with displeased eyes .
" Againn~? " he whined , " Why can we have something else today? "
Woohyun, being the only good cook in the house , was getting fairly annoyed at the constant complaining. He is always putting up with the constant whining , but now he has had enough. Woohyun was trying not to say anything to Sungjong, but he just kept on whining ;
“ Woo-ah~ , make something else please? I’m tired of eggs and kimchi almost every day. . . “
He had enough .
Woohyun turned around, anger on his face. Sungjong was shocked, and just sat there quiet, staring.
“ I … I’m sorry hyung. I didn’t mean to offend you … “Sungjong said almost in a whisper , looking down at the table .
“ I’ve had enough of your constant complaining Sungjong . “ complete anger in his voice , “ Just eat what I feed you and be happy that there is even food for you. “ his voice getting louder at every word.
“I … I’m sorry … “ tears escaping his eyes , “I… I don’t think I’ll be eating breakfast then… “
He chocked at the words , and then tears started to fall as he was looking down.
Woohyun sighed in frustration. He didn’t want to yell, but it has been getting on his nerves for a while.
“Man up Sungjong. The slightest thing, and you start bawling. You aren’t a kid anymore. Be a man. “ Woohyun said angrily. He turned around to finish up cooking.
Sungjong felt extremely bad for whining a lot to Woohyun. He knew he was the only cook in the house, but he still whines to him. Sungjong just got up quietly from his chair, and walked slowly to his room. In his head he was thinking about the words Woohyun just said to him.
“ Man up . Be a man , you aren’t a kid anymore .”
Sungjong knew he was right. He had to man up. He just didn’t know how too. He doesn’t handle pain well, and him being yelled at makes him feel unwanted and selfish.
He was about to enter his room, but then he stopped right when he was about to grab the door knob . He remembered Hoya and Sungyeol hated it when he came into the room crying. The only one who could put up with his crying and sadness was Myungsoo. He always was there to cheer him up and help him. Sungjong had a secret crush on him, but never told anyone. He decided to head to his room instead.
He quietly opened the door, eyes still wet with tears. He noticed Myungsoo was still sleeping , but Dongwoo wasn’t there. Sungjong was actually glad he wasn’t there at the moment. He looked down at Myungsoo, who was still sleeping, his back turned from the door. Sungjong slowly crept his way over to Myungsoo and laid next to him. Sungjong loved being around Myungsoo whenever he was sad. Myungsoo didn’t even have to say anything to him, and he would automatically be happy.
Sungjong just laid next to Myungsoo, tears falling from his eyes. He tried not to let any sound come out of his mouth cause he didn’t want to wake up Myungsoo.
Sungjong ended up falling asleep next to warm Myungsoo. He felt so comfortable and safe whenever he was near him.
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Myungsoo started to become awake. He shifted around under the covers when he felt something behind him. He saw that it was Sungjong, his eyes with dry tears. Myungsoo couldn’t help himself but to stare at the angelic boy sleeping. Myungsoo has had a crush on Sungjong for a while but never wanted to tell him. He was afraid he didn’t feel the same and their friendship would be ruined.
Sungjong was wearing an overly large, white t-shirt, long enough to hang down slightly below his knees, and only wearing boxers. Since Sungjong was laying down, his t-shirt was lifted a bit, exposing his lower body. His legs were spread open a bit.
Myungsoo just couldn’t help himself, staring at the sleeping boy, getting thoughts in his head. He was gazing up and down at the boy. Being the secret perv he is, he didn’t want to do anything, but he couldn’t stop himself.
Myungsoo slowly reach his hand over to Sungjong’s face, his hair covering his eyes. He slowly reached over and pushed his hair out of his eyes, being careful not to wake him up. Myungsoo looked down and saw Sungjong’s plush pink lips, partly open. Myungsoo licked his lips, staring at the younger boy.
Myungsoo started to lean in, wanting to kiss Sungjong. Their faces almost touching, Sungjong opened his eyes. He looked up at Myungsoo, confused. Sungjong was blushing slightly, hoping Myungsoo wouldn’t see.
Myungsoo noticed the woken boy and just stared in his eyes, kind of shocked.
“ Hyung… ? Wh … what are you doing? “ Sungjong finally managed to get out of his mouth.
Myungsoo finally realized what was happening and turned away hesitantly. He threw his sheets over himself, trying to hide from Sungjong in embarrassment.
“I .. I’m sorry. “ Myungsoo said almost in a whisper. He was too embarrassed to look at Sungjong.
Sungjong just smiled and said it was ok. He leaned over Myungsoo, trying to uncover his face. Myungsoo was holding on tightly onto the sheets. Sungjong struggled a little, but Myungsoo finally gave up, letting the sheets go, causing Sungjong to topple on top of him.
Sungjong, being embarrassed and all, hurrily tried to move off of Myungsoo. Myungsoo didn’t want him to move though. He wanted to be close to Sungjong for a little longer. Sungjong pushed himself off of Myungsoo, turning his back to him.
Sungjong was blushing again, hanging his head down.
“Hyung-ah , can I ask you a question? “ Sungjong said quietly.
“Mm? “
“H-how do I become a man?”
Myungsoo was kind of surprised at the sudden random question.
“Why? What happened?” Myungsoo asked, trying not to sound shocked.
“Well, its just that, this morning I woke up early and saw Woohyun cooking. I got him mad, and he yelled at me. I started to cry, and he got frustrated and told me to man up, to be a man.” Sungjong said sadly. He couldn’t help but start to tear up again. Sungjong didn’t want Myungsoo to hear, but he let out a soft whimper.
Myungsoo just sat there for a second, thinking on how to react. After he noticed Sungjong was starting to cry, he just smiled softly and started towards Sungjong. Myungsoo wrapped his arms around the boy to try and comfort him.
Myungsoo whispered softly into his ear, “You don’t need to be a man, cause you already are one. Forget what mean Woohyun said to you. “
Sungjong stopped crying when he felt Myungsoo’s breath on his ear. He couldn’t help but shiver a little, as a tingling feeling rushed in his spine. Sungjong blushed a little, as he felt Myungsoo’s comforting arms around him.
Myungsoo noticed Sungjong’s flustered face and smirked a little. Myungsoo then tried to take advantage of this moment. He wanted Sungjong really bad. He couldn’t hold himself back anymore.
“You know Jong-ah , I can help you become a better man, “ Myungsoo calmly said in a low tone. “If you want, I can make you feel like a man. I can help you become tougher. “
Sungjong was suddenly shocked at his hyung’s words. Sungjong opened his mouth to try and say something, but nothing came out, so he just closed it shut. Finally, he managed to get the words out of his mouth.
“What do you mean? How are you going to make me feel like a man?” Sungjong questioned him.
“Well, I can make you feel good… “ Myungsoo’s voice trailing on and off, “I can make you feel good everywhere.” He squeezed Sungjong a little tighter, whispering into his ear. His voice was calm and deep.
Sungjong let out an unexpected soft moan when he felt Myungsoo squeeze tighter. He could feel his whole body rub against his back. Sungjong could feel his face blushing, it was probably bright red. He didn’t want Myungsoo to see him blush so much, so he tried hiding his face from him.
Myungsoo already knew he was blushing by how red his ears were. He chose not to say anything.
“So, how ‘bout it Jong-ah?” his low voice made chills run down Sungjong’s back. “Can I make you feel like a man, can I make you feel good?” Myungsoo released his tight hug on Sungjong and started to let his hands wander.
Sungjong didn’t try to move. He was still a bit shocked at his hyung’s behavior. He also didn’t want to move cause of where Myungsoo’s hands were traveling. It felt good to him.
Sungjong finally snapped out of the trance he was in and managed to push away from Myungsoo.
“Hyung? Wh-what are you doing?” stuttering a bit, face heated from all of his blushing.
“I said I was going to make you feel like a man. I said I was going to make you feel good.” Myungsoo smirked at the word ‘good’ .
Before Sungjong knew it, he was laying on his back, Myungsoo on top of him. Sungjong started deeply into his hyung’s eyes. He didn’t know whether to push him off and run, or enjoy this moment.
Sungjong suddenly felt a big, warm him finding its way up his shirt. Sungjong couldn’t help himself but to let out a soft moan, the hand started to circle around his nipple. He immediately closed his mouth and started blushing again. Myungsoo noticed Sungjong cute little act and just smirked.
“Do you like that Jong-ah?” his low voice whispered into his ear.
Sungjong just let out muffled whimpers.
Myungsoo moved his hands all around the younger boy’s body, feeling his chest, his small waist, his curves. Sungjong couldn’t hold in his moans and whimpers anymore.
“Ahh. My..Myungsoo~ “ He finally caved in.
Myungsoo aroused by his moaning started to kiss Sungjong’s neck, occasionally sucking on one spot. Myungsoo would trail his kisses all around Sungjong’s neck. When he finally looked up, he saw Sungjong with his eyes closed and panting. Myungsoo just smiled and gave a little snicker at seeing Sungjong enjoy him.
Sungjong finally opened his eyes and looked at Myungsoo. He wrapped his arms around Myungsoo’s neck and pulled him in for a kiss. After a few seconds, they pulled apart. Sungjong licked his lips. Myungsoo was a bit surprised at the sudden action, but then leaned in for another kiss. Sungjong opened his mouth slightly, just enough for Myungsoo’s tongue to gain entry. He knew he wanted that by how his tongue kept licking his lips while they kissed.
As they tongue wrestled each other for domination, Sungjong let his hands travel under Myungsoo’s shirt and started to rub his back and chest. Sungjong ended up losing to Myungsoo, but he was fine with that. He had to admit, Myungsoo really knew how to use his tongue.
They finally pulled apart to get some air. Panting, Sungjong asked Myungsoo , “ What else are you going to do to me?” slightly stuttering.
Myungsoo just looked at him for a moment. He finally opened his mouth.
“This.”
He grabbed Sungjong’s arms and held them over his head. Myungsoo pushed Sungjong’s long t-shirt up enough to expose his boxers. He noticed a slight bump underneath the boxers. Smiling, Myungsoo started to tongue wrestle Sungjong again, while letting his hand trail down from his chest, to his hips, and finally on top of Sungjong’s bulge.
Myungsoo started to lightly palm his bulge, causing Sungjong to let out a moan. Sungjong pulled away from the kiss. He kept his eyes closed, letting the feeling of Myungsoo’s hand take him into a different world. He thought it felt really great.
“L-sshi,” he let out softly , “Wh..why are you do-…” he was cut off by a quick kiss.
“I told you I would make you feel like great.”
And at those words, Myungsoo let go of Sungjong’s arms. Sungjong found his way to Myungsoo’s pants. He slipped his fingers on the waistbands on Myungsoo’s pants and started to pull them down slowly.
Myungsoo stopped palming for a second so he could rip off Sungjong’s shirt, exposing his milky-white skin on his chest. After that, he took off his own shirt. He wanted to give Sungjong the honors of taking off his pants.
“Pull them down.” He demanded.
Sungjong, a bit shocked from the sudden demand, pulled down Myungsoo’s pants, revealing a big bulge in his boxers. Sungjong didn’t know what to do next, so he just stared at the fascinating bulge.
Myungsoo noticing that Sungjong was a big confused, helped him out. He grabbed his hand, and placed it on his bulge. He made Sungjong’s hand rub his bulge, up , down, circular motions. Sungjong getting the hang of it, did it on his own. Myungsoo smiled and let out a moan at the soft hands rubbing him.
Myungsoo couldn’t stop himself now. He wanted to eat Sungjong up. He wanted to be in him, making him feel good. He knew that Sungjong has never experience something like this, so he was glad that he could be the first to do so. He wanted to make sure Sungjong would always remember this, and how he made him feel good.
Myungsoo slid his hands down onto Sungjong’s waistbands. He started tugging on them to pull them down. Sungjong, being the maknae, kind of hesitated. He kind of felt like what they were doing was wrong, but then again, he liked it, a lot. He finally gave in a let Myungsoo pull down his boxers, exposing his member.
Myungsoo licked his lips in satisfaction. He wanted to make Sungjong feel what he has never felt before. He nudged Sungjong to stop playing with his bulge.
“Just relax, and I’ll take good care of you.”
Trailing kisses on Sungjong’s chest, he inched his way lower and lower. He would occasionally start to suck in one spot, leaving a slight red mark on the boy’s white skin. Lower and lower he went, until he reach Sungjong’s cock. He grabbed this shaft of it.
After teasing Sungjong a bit, he licked the top of his cock. Licking up the pre-cum that came out.
Sungjong couldn’t even speak. He just kept his eyes closed and clenching onto the bed sheets. Sungjong was arouse but the soft tongue on him.
Myungsoo knew that Sungjong liked what he was doing, and continued. He slowly slid his mouth down onto Sungjong’s cock. He stopped half way, only to suck on it. He then soon started bobbing his head up and down. He would occasionally go faster and faster.
Sungjong scrunched up his face. The pleasure was unbearable for him. It felt too good to him. He wanted more. Finally catching his breath, Sungjong managed to get the words out of his mouth.
“Hy…hyung-ah. F..faster please. “
Myungsoo glanced up a bit at Sungjong. He let out a soft laugh, smiled and continued. He did as Sungjong asked. He went faster. He went deeper. He took in all of Sungjong. Swallowing him, bobbing his head up and down, faster each time.
Sungjong moaned in pleasure, gripping onto the sheets even harder. He let one hand onto Myungsoo’s head. He let his fingers glide through is dark, soft hair. He soon felt the need to come.
“Myu…Myung-ah. I’m….i’m gonna come … “ he panted.
Myungsoo did nothing but go faster. He would hum, sending vibrations down onto Sungjong’s cock. It only made him want to come even more.
Sungjong couldn’t handle it anymore. He came inside Myungsoo’s mouth.
“Ahh!~” he moan loudly. He loosened his grip on the bed sheet.
Myungsoo swallowed most of Sungjong’s cum. He made sure to leave some so that Sungjong could taste himself. Myungsoo lifted his head, and leaned in to kiss Sungjong, using his tongue to give him a taste. Sungjong took Myungsoo’s tongue, tasting himself. After pulling apart, their tongues were hanging out, causing a single strand of cum to connect both of them. Sungjong ended up closing his mouth, but then quickly opened back up to say something.
“Are we done already?” he asked innocently.
Myungsoo just laughed at the innocent maknae. He was super cute.
“We’re just getting started.” He smirked.
Sungjong was about to get up when Myungsoo pushed him back down. Myungsoo pushed apart Sungjong’s legs, and lifted them up a bit, revealing his hole. Sungjong was a bit confused on what was happening, until he felt something soft and warm on his hole.
Myungsoo started to tongue Sungjong, prepping him. He didn’t want to hurt him a lot. He would slowly slide his tongue in and out of Sungjong, going in as deep as he can. Sungjong winced a little. The feeling was unreal. He let out a couple of soft moans.
Myungsoo was aroused by his moans. He liked the way it sounded. As soon as he was done licking, he got up and took three fingers to Sungjong.
“Suck on them.” and then he stuck three fingers into Sungjong’s mouth.
Sungjong obeyed and sucked on his fingers, coating them with his saliva. After a few minutes, he pulled them out.
“Since this is your first time, I’ll go slowly. Tell me if it hurts ok?” At those words, he kissed Sungjong and then went back down. Myungsoo slowly inserted one finger into Sungjong’s tight hole. Sungjong winced as he felt something enter him. Myungsoo tried his best not to hurt him.
As soon as he noticed that Sungjong got use to the feeling, he slowly inserted a second finger. Sungjong let out a loud moan, but he closed his mouth right away. He was gripping the bed sheets, clenching his teeth. Sungjong tried his best not to yelp out loud. Sweat was dripping down his forehead and was panting heavily.
As soon as Sungjong started to settle down and get use to the pain, Myungsoo slowly pushed in his third finger, causing Sungjong to gasp in pain. Sungjong almost fell over from the pain. He wanted to scream, but he just kept his teeth clenched tightly, and gripping onto the bed sheets even tighter.
Myungsoo knew he was going a little bit rough on Jongie, but he couldn’t help himself. He is finally getting what he wanted. He started thrusting his fingers in and out of Sungjong, causing him to gasp in pain every time.
Even though it hurt him a lot, Sungjong thought it also felt good. It was something he has never experienced before, and he liked it. The sensation of it felt amazing.
After prepping Sungjong for a few minutes, he slid his fingers out. Myungsoo leaned in to kiss Sungjong to calm him down while stroking his own cock. Having a tongue war again, they each let out soft moans. Sungjong let go of the sheets and wrapped his arms around Myungsoo’s neck, pushing him even closer into him.
They finally stopped kissing. Sungjong snugged his head into the crook of Myungsoo’s neck. He whispered softly in Myungsoo’s ear , “ Even if I say to stop, don’t. I’ll have to learn how to deal with the pain.” He chuckled a bit, before pulling apart.
Myungsoo was kind of worried about that, but Sungjong gave him a reassuring smile. He had a ‘trust me’ look in his eyes. Myungsoo could only smile back and nod lightly. He pecked Sungjong one more time before entering.
He lifted Sungjong’s legs up, putting them on his shoulder. He stroked his cock a few times. He hesitated at first when he looked up and saw that Sungjong already had his eyes shut tightly. He just sighed and proceeded. The tip of his cock slightly touched Sungjong’s hole. He then slightly started to push in, slowly. The deeper he went, he heard Sungjong panting harder and harder, trying not to scream.
Myungsoo was half way in Sungjong. He stayed like that for a few minutes so that Sungjong can get used to it. He looked up at Sungjong, who opened his eyes and just nodded slightly, allowing him to continue. Myungsoo put his hands on Sungjong’s hips. He started to pull out, and then thrust back in slowly. Sungjong muffling his screams, was enjoying the new feeling.
Myungsoo started to thrust faster and faster, sliding his cock in and out. He stopped for a moment.
“Are you okay Jongie? Am I hurting you too much?” Although Myungsoo has been waiting for this, he knew Sungjong has never done this before, so he wanted to take it slow and not as painful.
Panting, the boy replied with a loss of breath, “ Y…yea. I’m okay. Don’t stop. It hurts, but I have to deal with the pain.” He reassured with a light smile and a soft chuckle.
“Aishh. Ok.”
Myungsoo gripped onto Sungjong’s hips and started to thrust again, this time going in deeper. He thrusted so far in that he could feel the back. Sungjong let out a loud moan in pain. Tears were starting to fall out of his tightly closed eyes. Thrusting faster and harder, Myungsoo was attempting to find Sungjong’s sweet spot.
After thrusting a few more times, Sungjong let out a big groan in pleasure. Myungsoo knew he found the spot. He grinned and started thrusting back into the same spot, over and over again. Sungjong let out moans each time. He was actually enjoying the feeling now. It wasn’t hurting as much anymore. He let go of the sheets and ran his fingers thru Myungsoo’s soft hair. His other hand was on his own cock. He started to stroke himself, letting out soft moans.
Myungsoo started getting more aroused when he noticed that Sungjong was getting use to the feeling.
“D..do it harder and faster hyung..” Sungjong said in a cute voice.
Myungsoo just grins and nods. The pleasure is his.
Myungsoo started thrusting harder and faster. They both were letting out moans and groans. Sungjong stroked himself faster, he was on the verge of coming.
“Hy..hyung. I…im about to come!” Sungjong let out.
Myungsoo was on the verge of coming too. “Me too!”
Myungsoo thrusted even faster before finally coming in Sungjong. “Ahhh!”
When Sungjong felt himself getting filled up with Myungsoo’s seed, he too came.
“Hyung-ah!” he screamed while coming. The white substance covered both their chest.
Myungsoo slowly pulled himself out of Sungjong, causing the cum to flow out. He leaned over to Sungjong and started to kiss him sweetly, lacing their fingers together.
They laid down for a bit, in silence, enjoying the moment. They were both panting hard and were sweaty, but they still snuggled with each other, Myungsoo on top.
“YAH! When are you gonna….-“ Woohyun opened the door yelling before seeing the two boys naked on top of each other. He face flustered into a blush. He closed the door and ran back into the kitchen, trying to forget what he just saw.
Myungsoo laughed at the incident. As for Sungjong, he was blushing and embarrassed to be seen like this. Myungsoo said something to Sungjong.
“Don’t let Woohyun tell you that you aren’t a man anymore. Or don’t let him tell you you don’t take pain well.” He said caringly to Sungjong. “You are and always were a strong man. You were just sensitive.”
“Hyung…”
“Ne?”
“I…I love you.” Sungjong said softly, blushing a bit.
Myungsoo put a big smile on his face when he heard those words. He lifted Sungjong off his back and hugged him tightly.
“ I love you too Jongie. “ their heads resting on each other’s shoulder. “And…I was wondering if…if you wanted to..maybe go out with me?” he asked sheepishly.
Sungjong giggled at his cute antic. “Of course.”
They kissed each other one more time before getting up. They grabbed whatever was closest to them, which happened to be Dongwoo’s favorite blanket, and wiped themselves. After cleaning themselves, they put on their clothes. Forgetting, Sungjong only wore his big t-shirt and boxers. He didn’t care though anymore.
He turned to Myungsoo, laced their hands together and gave him a big smile.
“Let’s go see what everyone else is doing. Woohyun might be telling everyone about what he just saw, so..” before Sungjong could finish, they both heard a simultaneous “ WHAT!?” in the other rooms.
They were about to exit out the door when it flew open. The rest of the members we standing in the doorway, shocked expressions on their faces.
Sungjong and Myungsoo looked at each other and smiled. They leaned in for a passionate kiss in front of everyone. Myungsoo traveled his hands to Sungjong’s butt, groping it in front of everyone.
“OUR INNOCENT MAKNAE!” Dongwoo shouted in disbelief.
After pulling apart, they looked at each other, turned around at walked out the door, pushing some of the members out of their way, who just stood there frozen, jaws hanging open.
“So, what’s for breakfast?!” Sungjong and Myungsoo shouted, laughing at the other members. They were now happy together.
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Sungjong now can handle pain. He will still cry, but not as much anymore. And when he gets yelled at, he just runs to Myungsoo to hide in his safe arms.
Life for them both was perfect; because they had each other.
A/N: OH MY GOODNESS . This took me a week to write ;A; . I barely have enough time to sit on the computer during the day; so I have to type my stories at midnight or later. This smut fic probably sucks. It probably doesn’t meet most of your pervy-minds needs LOL. As a BOY writing this ; it was potentially awkward. This is my first ever smut. If it’s good; leave feedback please? I have other smut stories in mind, but if this one isn’t good, I don’t think I’ll bother writing more LOL. So please comment.Oh yeah ; i don't bother about my grammar or spelling mistakes . 8D .