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Wow...I think I should update more often....CURSE NOT HAVING MY OWN PC YET!! >,<
Firstly...still at Ipsos, but recently got ANOTHER job working for another call centre...only this time it's INBOUND!! *dances* That starts next week...in the mean time, kinda sick of night shifts @ Ipsos...considering quitting and going full-time with other company. I like having my nights free...it's a nice feeling! I can do more with my day (and plan it accordingly *LOL*)!
Next: moving yet again...big surprise there. A conflict of personalities has caused this. I'm living in someones basement right now, and we're not getting along as peachy as we thought we would. We're still civil towards each other, nonetheless, so that makes life a LOT easier (and less stressful).
Speaking of being civil and such...a few things have been brought to my attention:
1. There are people bashing me and calling me names behind my back at karaoke in retaliation to so-called comments that I made. And we all know that's the PERFECT, most MATURE way to solve problems, now, right?? WRONG!! If people are going to refer to me as "2 Tons & Change" behind my back....they may as well say it to my face, and confront me about any other so-called "backstabbing" I may have done... Newsflash, people: I don't judge those I barely know, unless they, themselves, have given me valid reason to do so. Even then, name-calling and back-talking is just downright childish, whether it's regarding attitude, sense of humour, body-shape, or singing ability (or lack thereof in some cases). ACT YOUR AGE, NOT YOUR GOD-DAMNED SHOE SIZE!!
Oh, and before I forget...if you don't like me for one reason or another....BLOODY-WELL TELL ME (and I mean a valid REASON...not some lame, poor-ass excuse)! It will reduce the exhaustion of manners and courtesy on my end better used for other people.
2. Liars: boy, do I fucking hate liars. This is in basically the same context as my previous statement. If you lie to me, use me, back-stab me, etc, and then have the nerve to say what a good friend you are...YOU CAN FUCK OFF AND GO TO HELL! I spent an entire year being genuine to someone, only to have them turn around and tell me they NEVER liked me, only felt sorry for me because of how I look (some have been made aware of this situation already). I DON'T like pity...I DON'T like liars...and I REALLY hate people who judge others first and foremost on looks. It just shows how truly shallow that person is. True, the person shouldn't look sloppy and homely....but they don't have to be drop-dead, drool-worthy, supermodel-gorgeous either. Last I checked, average suits a lot of people just fine. I know people who'd choose average/less-than-perfect over 1000%-perfect in a heartbeat.
Anyway, back on topic... As I stated previously, if you lie to me, and then have the nerve to smile sweetly at me a short time later like nothings wrong, you're not worth my time or effort. When you are out there asking for help, and no one comes to your side, you'll know why. And to those who have ever lied to someones face and then had the nerve to call them (or even introduce them as) a friend all in the same day/night, I hope karma comes around to bite you hard in the ass when you least expect it.
Everything I've found out recently has really opened my eyes: you can't trust anyone but yourself. In my case, there's very few ppl I would trust with my life, and they know who they are (I'm withholding names, because I don't want those people involved in any flack or bs that comes back to me). I love them for that. I love that they've always been there to help me...picking me up and dusting me off when I need it...offering a shoulder to cry on...and I repay them in the same way. I show them the same amount of respect, courtesy, and love that they show to me. If we fight, we ALWAYS make-up...regardless of the situation or circumstances.
I'm expecting to get a LOT of negative feedback from this post. Everyone's entitled to an opinion...but I'll decide if the point someone makes is valid or not. Not playing favourites here. Anyone who knows me well enough knows that if something makes perfectly good sense and has a lot of sensible reasoning in it, I'm interested in what that person has to say.
Anyways, I'm ending my post here, and I'm rather interested in what everyone has to say.
Cheers!
PS - Thursday June 15th...my Daddy turns 50!! YAAAAAAY!! ^_______^ He doesn't look it, I'll say that much...and doesn't act it sometimes either *laughs*.
Firstly...still at Ipsos, but recently got ANOTHER job working for another call centre...only this time it's INBOUND!! *dances* That starts next week...in the mean time, kinda sick of night shifts @ Ipsos...considering quitting and going full-time with other company. I like having my nights free...it's a nice feeling! I can do more with my day (and plan it accordingly *LOL*)!
Next: moving yet again...big surprise there. A conflict of personalities has caused this. I'm living in someones basement right now, and we're not getting along as peachy as we thought we would. We're still civil towards each other, nonetheless, so that makes life a LOT easier (and less stressful).
Speaking of being civil and such...a few things have been brought to my attention:
1. There are people bashing me and calling me names behind my back at karaoke in retaliation to so-called comments that I made. And we all know that's the PERFECT, most MATURE way to solve problems, now, right?? WRONG!! If people are going to refer to me as "2 Tons & Change" behind my back....they may as well say it to my face, and confront me about any other so-called "backstabbing" I may have done... Newsflash, people: I don't judge those I barely know, unless they, themselves, have given me valid reason to do so. Even then, name-calling and back-talking is just downright childish, whether it's regarding attitude, sense of humour, body-shape, or singing ability (or lack thereof in some cases). ACT YOUR AGE, NOT YOUR GOD-DAMNED SHOE SIZE!!
Oh, and before I forget...if you don't like me for one reason or another....BLOODY-WELL TELL ME (and I mean a valid REASON...not some lame, poor-ass excuse)! It will reduce the exhaustion of manners and courtesy on my end better used for other people.
2. Liars: boy, do I fucking hate liars. This is in basically the same context as my previous statement. If you lie to me, use me, back-stab me, etc, and then have the nerve to say what a good friend you are...YOU CAN FUCK OFF AND GO TO HELL! I spent an entire year being genuine to someone, only to have them turn around and tell me they NEVER liked me, only felt sorry for me because of how I look (some have been made aware of this situation already). I DON'T like pity...I DON'T like liars...and I REALLY hate people who judge others first and foremost on looks. It just shows how truly shallow that person is. True, the person shouldn't look sloppy and homely....but they don't have to be drop-dead, drool-worthy, supermodel-gorgeous either. Last I checked, average suits a lot of people just fine. I know people who'd choose average/less-than-perfect over 1000%-perfect in a heartbeat.
Anyway, back on topic... As I stated previously, if you lie to me, and then have the nerve to smile sweetly at me a short time later like nothings wrong, you're not worth my time or effort. When you are out there asking for help, and no one comes to your side, you'll know why. And to those who have ever lied to someones face and then had the nerve to call them (or even introduce them as) a friend all in the same day/night, I hope karma comes around to bite you hard in the ass when you least expect it.
Everything I've found out recently has really opened my eyes: you can't trust anyone but yourself. In my case, there's very few ppl I would trust with my life, and they know who they are (I'm withholding names, because I don't want those people involved in any flack or bs that comes back to me). I love them for that. I love that they've always been there to help me...picking me up and dusting me off when I need it...offering a shoulder to cry on...and I repay them in the same way. I show them the same amount of respect, courtesy, and love that they show to me. If we fight, we ALWAYS make-up...regardless of the situation or circumstances.
I'm expecting to get a LOT of negative feedback from this post. Everyone's entitled to an opinion...but I'll decide if the point someone makes is valid or not. Not playing favourites here. Anyone who knows me well enough knows that if something makes perfectly good sense and has a lot of sensible reasoning in it, I'm interested in what that person has to say.
Anyways, I'm ending my post here, and I'm rather interested in what everyone has to say.
Cheers!
PS - Thursday June 15th...my Daddy turns 50!! YAAAAAAY!! ^_______^ He doesn't look it, I'll say that much...and doesn't act it sometimes either *laughs*.