my life
Hello LJ friends!! Sigh, I've much to say and not enough time to say it. 1) I think God is leading me to become a teacher. 2) It's a seriously involved process, and I'm apprehensive to even begin. And 3)Am I even faithful enough to go through the process? I'm worried that I'm not up to the task, but I feel like God wants me to do it. I'm worried I'll fail. But I guess if God really wants me to do it, he'll provide the time and the energy and the money and the skill. All I have to do is trust him to use my mind and abilities. But it's hard to think like that all the time for some reason. I just seem to keep screwing it all up by disobediance. I get paralized by fear. I am excited though. I know God has good for my life, I just have to trust that he's guiding me, and that he can work through my blunders.
There's so much I've learned about God in the last few weeks, I've no idea how to sum it all up. I guess, suffice to say, God is good, and he's in control, and he has a plan and he loves me. Somehow, he loves me.
I feel this sense of purpose. Like God is going to do something with my life. It makes me happy.
By the way everyone: if you have any art or want to do any art, I would like to put it up in the Gathering Place. Let me know. Thanks.
There's so much I've learned about God in the last few weeks, I've no idea how to sum it all up. I guess, suffice to say, God is good, and he's in control, and he has a plan and he loves me. Somehow, he loves me.
I feel this sense of purpose. Like God is going to do something with my life. It makes me happy.
By the way everyone: if you have any art or want to do any art, I would like to put it up in the Gathering Place. Let me know. Thanks.