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You would think I could get back into journalling without much effort now that I no longer work. But, I can't tell you how tough it is. The problem is I no longer have interaction with the outside world and that leaves me with little to impart to folks. I'm still not over my open heart surgery and am beginning to wonder if I'll ever be good again. I resent these oxygen tubes that I have to wear and that makes me grummpy. I sometimes wonder why I go on and then I'll hear a really great joke or read a really good book or even see a t.v. show I like and life seems to brighten. I sold my motorcycle many years ago and can not afford to buy a new one. Yet I have a real need to ride again. Ah and alas can you imagine a biker with an oxygen tank on board? Talk about your flirting with death. LOL I have gone swiming a couple of times this summer and enjoyed it both times. Also when we had the flood it knocked out the A/C and we have been without it this summer. But somehow it's better without it. Makes you have a real apperication of a cool breeze.
But it also makes you feel more in touch with the earth and more alive. I think I like being without A/C. Whoda thunk it?