Oct 25, 2012 15:18
Not too much to talk about that I want to share. Worked 2 14-hour shifts in one week, bought leather couches for the home, got my brother's birthday gift settled up, went to the State Fair again on Sunday and actually got to see people I mean to see, ate a fried peanut butter and jelly and banana sandwich there, saw Big Tex's grave.
Otherwise, been mostly depressed about various topics, almost wanted to talk about it, but then witnessed some internet drama about this other person that was almost relevant to me, so decided against it in the end. As much as I like other people's drama, it tires me very easily to be involved in my own.
In the end, I don't think I'll finish this costume of mine. I simply have nowhere to wear it, no one to appreciate it, plus it could be construed as offensive, if you were the easily offended type.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore. Don't know why I even eat, what's the point, just gonna get hungry again...
kill me now,
i hate myself and i want to die,
feel like shit,
in a dark place