We shall never surrender

Nov 04, 2008 16:03

I heard there was an election going on today or something. But on to way more important things, like my feelings.

I wish I knew how to be more sociable and likeable. I hate it when people talk over me or ignore me. When I finally get the courage to speak, people hardly listen or they outright ignore me. It makes me so angry and upset, but I have to keep it down inside. I remember when I was working at the computer lab one semester, I did not get any comments at all from my co-workers, even though commenting on the people you worked with was required. It seems to me like my life is made of giving and sacrificing for other people, and as far as I can tell, no one has sacrificed or given up much for me. Except maybe coolness points.

How do you get people to pay attention to you? How do they see you? Do you wear bright colors and speak loudly and hug people constantly? I can never do things like that, I guess I will always be invisible and people will sit on me.

Although that may be handy if I ever decide to become a spy. Hmm...

i hate myself and i want to die

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