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i know i promised pics from the concert, and i really thought i'd edit/resize them this weekend ... but, it didn't happen. they'll be up soon enough.
my money's so funky, right now. *gag* i mean - it's all good, but i need more, you know? i might have to go ahead and bring up the raise that i was SUPPOSED to get. feel that? i am.
you fuck over me once, i might let you slide [depends on how much i like you] ... you fuck over me twice, your ass is outta there. this is with friends, boyfriends, who the hell ever. doesn't matter. once is too many times, but we can slide with once.
so why do you still associate with people who you EXPECT to shit on you? forreal - i don't get it. i look @ you and just shake my head. damnit if you're not the one who told me to cut mothafuckas off with a quickness, in the first place. yet everytime i turn my head, i hear that person's name comin out of your mouth - even worse, i open the door and that person's standing there behidn you. i'm like ... "what the fuck, man?"
and i keep my mouth shut, because it's not my business. i can care, but i can't intervene. annoying, yes, but i manage to not rip my hair out.
i shouldn't have to be told to "put your keys up".
is that not the most backwards shit? a person under your roof is a person around whom you have to be CAUTIOUS, for fear they'd TAKE YOUR SHIT.
ey - wtf kind of sense does that make? having to hide shit. mess up your whole routine. having to lock shit in a safe. all for a careless ass mothafucker who doesn't give a damn about his own self, let alone you or me, shit.
the money i make is aight - but not enough to pay all my bills + car pymt & be comfortable - well, not on this side of town, atleast. i could manage somewhere else, but not here. but forreal. raise and/or another job - i think i want my own place.
i enjoy living with the person i live with - i really do. we enjoy each other. but allowing someone to destroy you is 3x worse than self destruction, and i'd rather not watch the shit. the person doesn't even come over often - but i constantly hear about the person. i want to be involved in and be informed of the goings on in your life ... but when it comes to that person, i'd rather be left in the dark. or would i? i guess i'll have to change what i just said - i DON'T want to be left in the dark about shit that concerns that person because i want to know how you are doing mentally and emotionally & if that person is causing you any stress.
what i really wish is that the person would take his ass to jail. and stay there. and for you to NOT send him any money - i know he'd write and/or call collect asking for money.
i'd like for him to leave and stay gone. ever since i met that person, i've not heard ONE [not ONE] positive thing about them.
sorry - had to get that off my chest.
it's time for bed. [past time]
ls.
my money's so funky, right now. *gag* i mean - it's all good, but i need more, you know? i might have to go ahead and bring up the raise that i was SUPPOSED to get. feel that? i am.
you fuck over me once, i might let you slide [depends on how much i like you] ... you fuck over me twice, your ass is outta there. this is with friends, boyfriends, who the hell ever. doesn't matter. once is too many times, but we can slide with once.
so why do you still associate with people who you EXPECT to shit on you? forreal - i don't get it. i look @ you and just shake my head. damnit if you're not the one who told me to cut mothafuckas off with a quickness, in the first place. yet everytime i turn my head, i hear that person's name comin out of your mouth - even worse, i open the door and that person's standing there behidn you. i'm like ... "what the fuck, man?"
and i keep my mouth shut, because it's not my business. i can care, but i can't intervene. annoying, yes, but i manage to not rip my hair out.
i shouldn't have to be told to "put your keys up".
is that not the most backwards shit? a person under your roof is a person around whom you have to be CAUTIOUS, for fear they'd TAKE YOUR SHIT.
ey - wtf kind of sense does that make? having to hide shit. mess up your whole routine. having to lock shit in a safe. all for a careless ass mothafucker who doesn't give a damn about his own self, let alone you or me, shit.
the money i make is aight - but not enough to pay all my bills + car pymt & be comfortable - well, not on this side of town, atleast. i could manage somewhere else, but not here. but forreal. raise and/or another job - i think i want my own place.
i enjoy living with the person i live with - i really do. we enjoy each other. but allowing someone to destroy you is 3x worse than self destruction, and i'd rather not watch the shit. the person doesn't even come over often - but i constantly hear about the person. i want to be involved in and be informed of the goings on in your life ... but when it comes to that person, i'd rather be left in the dark. or would i? i guess i'll have to change what i just said - i DON'T want to be left in the dark about shit that concerns that person because i want to know how you are doing mentally and emotionally & if that person is causing you any stress.
what i really wish is that the person would take his ass to jail. and stay there. and for you to NOT send him any money - i know he'd write and/or call collect asking for money.
i'd like for him to leave and stay gone. ever since i met that person, i've not heard ONE [not ONE] positive thing about them.
sorry - had to get that off my chest.
it's time for bed. [past time]
ls.