May 18, 2006 09:33
I got to thinking just a few minutes ago, and it's a wonder really how depressed you get when you let your mind wander.
I loathe myself like there's no tomorrow...I've let down all my friends and family. Everyone. I feel so fucking abandoned...So fucking alone.
Dear lord I sound like a damn emo.
Whatever.
That's how I feel, like it or not.
No one understands the shit I put myself through. Except for Cuddles...
Okay, somehow I managed to lighten myself up just a tad bit by the thought of a rancor named Cuddles. x3
I really wish I had a rancor...NO! TWO OF THEM! I'd name them Cuddles, and the other one Peewee. Oh, and teach them to jump through firey hoops of death. Yeah, that sounds good...