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i hate the way Will can just simply make me feel like shit by making these snide comments about me and expect me to just be okay with it. I've been happy for him ever since last summer, and its seriously a downer trying to be there for him. I've been happy for him since his last girlfriend and even now with his current one (who might I add is a VERY close friend of mine). He tried making me feel bad the other day because I didn't "put an effort" into trying to hang out with him over summer and that I've been ditching his current girlfriend in summer plans. I'm sick of it. I've been trying to "hang out" every single fucking time I've come back to Hawaii. I can't believe he has the audacity to say that I don't put out the effort when hes the only one getting brainwashed by girls who tell him not to hang out with me. Then he has the nerve to say that I only want to see him to see his new niece emma. I'm fucking sick of it. He brings girlfriends over to his place that don't even have our history together to meet her. Then he implied that I just "let go of him" because its easier to 'letgo' than to really be there for someone. FUCK! I've BEEN there so many times for him and I hate being the type of person who just keeps taking shots and points out someone elses faults like I've been keeping record for the past how many years. It's not my fucking fault that he acts like a chicken shit pussy when hes mad or upset at me, and decides to just not answer his phone. Then he'll turn it around when I stop trying to call, that I'm not "putting the effort". Maybe he doesn't have a lot to give, so I should just stop trying to expect much from him.
God. I dont need an asshole i have one of my own. I have no idea what I ever saw in him anymore.
this will be rewritten later. i'm just mad right now and the feelings are fresh.
God. I dont need an asshole i have one of my own. I have no idea what I ever saw in him anymore.
this will be rewritten later. i'm just mad right now and the feelings are fresh.