I think it's my hormones
I am feeling the need to be touched. And not even just in a sexual way, although that is always welcome. I forget sometimes how important human physical contact is. Other than a doctor, I don't think I've had contact with anyone since Monday. My kids used to overfill my quota for contact, but now that I only see them on the weekend I guess my supply is a little low. I'm not an overly cuddly person. I like my personal space. But I guess I have this reservoir of affection to draw on and I'm about a quart low. At least I get to see my family AND friends on Saturday for the kids birthday. I'm sure my reservoir will get back up to sustainable levels soon enough. I was just feeling whiny and where better to whine than a journal, right?
In an effort to be fair and balanced, I will now talk about how awesome I am. ok, maybe not. But I will say that I am happy to be me for probably the first time in my life. And I actually seem to get happier with myself every day. It's really an amazing feeling and I highly recommend it!
In an effort to be fair and balanced, I will now talk about how awesome I am. ok, maybe not. But I will say that I am happy to be me for probably the first time in my life. And I actually seem to get happier with myself every day. It's really an amazing feeling and I highly recommend it!