Jul 20, 2004 16:53
Have i gained that power that i used to be afraid of? Am i the princess this time? God i seriously hope not. I looked at myself today and realised it has begun. But i want to stop it before it gets out of control and i become what i hate more than anything.
Lisa resigned from work today. i'm happy... i feel guilty for saying it but i'm definately happy. She was the only one i couldn't cope with in here. she's a total drama queen. she criticises everyone and thinks everyone's against her. she even went so far as to say someone stole her coffee from the kitchen. why would anyone steal a coffee??? please.
i miss Paul. i really want to see him. His picture is on my desk and i look at it every day and i miss him. it's been about 3 months since i've seen him. that's shameful.
What would you say is the most traumatic thing that's ever happened to you?
<3 Mara